For the Better or Worse? | Book 1 | Xiuhan/Lumin| -Rewriting-

Numbness [Final Cahpter + Sequel]

Xiumin's pov:

Sirens were going off and the man that was in front of me drove away with his men following after him. My heart hurt. My eyes were becoming swollen and my lips trembled. "Lu-Luhan!" I choked out and looked at the bridge.

My everything has left me. I thought with all my strength to stay awake. My body hurt but I couldn't concentrate on nothing besides the man who was pushed off the bridge for me.

It's my fault.Why Luhan.. Did you do this for me? You could of had escaped on your own.. I'm not that important. I would of had been better off knowing that you lived... More tears ran down my face and I didn't realize that I man was calling for me.

I looked up at all the noise and a man wearing a uniform asked me something. I couldn't posses it until I waited it to be rested it to me. "Are you okay?" He asked and my eyes sadden.

"S-Save him.. Save Luhan!" I weakly said. He leaned down to my level and leaned closer. "I'm sorry but can you repeat that again?" He looked at him dead in the eyes.

"Save Luhan! Please!" I hit his chest and he grabbed me by the shoulders. I can only punch weakly at his chest. I can't do anything. "Please!" I begged and tears started to form at my eyes even more.

"Leave me and save him!" I yelled frantically. "Sir, you have to calm down." He said and tried to lift me up. My body didn't want to respond and it gave up on me. I hit the ground and I felt nothing. I felt numbness. "Save him.. Please" I begged and pointed at the bridge. The police officer finally let me go and went to the crashed vehicle along side the bridge.

He inspected the car and then looked over the bridge. A peace of Luhan's shirt was stuck on the edge of the bridge and I stood up with shaky legs. My vision wasn't clear enough and I saw myself moving from side to side. I leaned against the bridge and looked down at the black looking water. "Luhan.." I breathed out when I didn't see anything besides waves crashing against each other.

I turned to look at the officer that was a few feet away looking at the same black looking water. I turned back in sadness and something caught my eyes. "LUHAN!" I said and the officer also looked alarm staring at the body in the water.

I was about ready to jump in when I felt arms grab me and pull me back. "Sir, stay calm. The ambulance is going to be here in a few seconds. We will get him out no matter what. More police are coming out too." He said and he was right because the silence that used to surround us disappeared and red, white, and blue lights were seen.

I looked desperately at the police and ambulance and looked back in the water. Luhan was slowly going down and further away. I have to help him! I was just about to jump when something painful brought my attention to my arm. I could not feel my body and everything went stiff. "I'm sorry sir. This was the only way to calm you down." A lady with a uniform said and dragged me to the ambulance.

I turned my head weakly to see the sight of the bridge before they got me in the ambulance and strapped me down. "Luhan..." I said and my vision started to fade once again until I couldn't see anything.

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Beep, beep, beep.

I opened my eyes slowly and my sense came to life. My head frantically searched for answers and I shot up from the hospital bed. My head spin and I held on to it. I was connected to the IV and I took it off. I got up from the bed and made my way to the door. I was scared to see what I would find. What I wanted to know and didn't.

When I opened the door it was quiet but you could still hear the doctors running around to save people's lives. It was like a humming noise. I stepped a foot out with my sandals and tried to go unnoticed by the doctors. It worked until I turned the corner and two doctors were talking in hushed voices.