Feeling's Fade.

Forgiveness Soup

Chapter 11

My head is pounding a little and I wake up to find that Cole has disappeared. I sit up, a blanket has been placed over me and a hard object is cramping my back. I dig behind myself and reveal my phone. Turning it on it makes a small start up noise. "Cole?" I yell out, but I get no reply. A billion on noises comes through as my notifications begin to fill up. I jump back, startled.

My finger pushes some buttons and I find Reece has been calling all night ever few minutes. Hundreds of texts are filling from him and one message stands out from an unknown number. I click on it and realise it's Cole. How'd he get my phone number, but creepy? I read the message below after changing the unknown to Cole. Okay fine I added a little <3. So what! A girl can dream.

Cole<3- Hey, just popped out for some food, be back in an hour.

My phone is invaded by Reece's face, his features still looking fine as ever. I don't know either to answer the call or ignore. My anger and curiosity take the better of me and I click the green button.

"What?!" I yell through the phone.

"Paislee?" A depressed voice comes through the phone, searching for me.

"What do you want, Reece?" I wish I could put my hand through the phone and punch him hard.

"Paislee, where are you?"

"Away from you, far, far away."

"Paislee, I'm sorry. Come home, we'll talk." He sniffles.

"No."

"NO? I have done everything for you! You would be nobody if it weren't for me. I just want to talk. Come home."

"No. And I don't care, I wish I never met you Reece. You're a horrid person who only cares about himself." I stand up and begin to pace the room. "I just want to hurt you. The way you hurt me. " I hear his voice begin to fill with rage.

"I spend hours worrying about you and you're just sitting around with Cole freaking Turner! I don't care what he does to you; I was trying to keep you safe. He's not who he seems to be, he's playing with you. When he get what he wants, and hell I don't know what he would want from a nerdy, stupid bitch like you, but when he gets it your going to be thrown away, to the bottom of the food chain and I won't be there to help you." I scream out in frustration.

"Well I guess we learn that a lot of people aren't what they seem to be, you've been playing with my feeling for years! And Coles different, you don't see it because you have you tongue halfway down Mia fucking throat, rather than using it to talk to Cole and learn that He isn't a fucking retard, like you turned out to be!" I yell and then hang up. The door closes behind me and I swivel around to find Cole standing in front of the door. His blue eyes are locked onto the phone I'm holding a few centimetres away from my ears. I gulp.

"Who was that?" He pushes forward, dumping some shopping bags on the ground.

"Uh, it was Reece." I stutter.

His face begins to heat up. "Don't ever talk to that dick ever again! Do you understand?" He grabs the phone out of my hands and tosses the phone across the room. I wince as I heard a crack of the phone hitting the ground. "You don't want to ruin the whole plan do you?"

"I don't even know the 'Plan' Cole." I sneer. "When am I actually going to be let on this whole revenge thing? When are you going to tell me what I have to do to destroy Reece?" I throw my hands up in the air and storm into the bedroom. Small tears find their way into my eyes, but I refuse to let them out. Cole's going to think I'm an emotional roller coaster and give up on me, I don't want that. I sit on the bed, staring at the floor.

Did that kiss mean nothing to Reece?

It felt real. It felt like something.

I sigh and an extremely good smell comes through the closed door, leak and potato soup. I gather up my courage and open the door silently and sneak out to the kitchen, Cole is bent over the oven, stirring some soup. I move over to the counter standing beside Cole.

"I have drawn the lion out of her cave." He laughs.

"Lions don't live in caves silly." Cole takes a spoon from the drawer and fills it up with creamy soup; he blows on it gently to cool it and then holds it in front of me. I look up through my messy dark brown hair into his eyes and he nod that it's okay, I hungrily clamp down on the spoon. The soup swirling in my mouth, it's amazing. I moan as he takes the spoon away from me, wanting more.

"I'll have you moan louder in bed than some soup," He smirks. I hit him and make an annoyed face. He chuckles and concentrates on stirring the soup. I grab two soup bowls and sit them next to him, taking a spoon and two waters I place them on the large chestnut table. Cole raises his eyebrow at me.

"I miss being civilized," I giggle. I stop when I realise something. I haven't read a book in 24 hours. What has happened to me? I would be screaming and in tears now, demanding a book, to suck up the words and send me into the world the author has written, but no. I just want to spend time with Cole. What is he doing to me?

Cole brings over two bowls and lays them across from each other and we sit down. We both begin to dig in and he smiles at me attacking the soup as if I really am a lion. "Civilized? Huh."

I grin, putting my spoon down. "Well when you starve me, I will eat like a wild animal. Sorry." I put the spoon down and it clanks against the empty bowl. Leaning back and making myself comfortable, I pat my stomach and look up noticing Cole has been watching me.

"You're not like other girls are you?" He smiles and then finishes off the soup pushing it away.

"No, I don't really like being like other girls."

"Yeah why not?"

"Because I don't care what anyone thinks anymore."

"Anymore? When did you decide this?"

"Today I think. Reece kept me on a leash and it feels good to break free, I mean I always had to dress 'nice' act 'polite' and never do anything embarrassing. Well try to." I sniff, the soup beginning to hit me. "I mean, get up early, do my hair, makeup, reasonable outfit, and good manners, yes you feel like you can go anywhere, but your not living. There living in the eye of what others want them to be like."

"What about me? What am I doing?"

"You're living you." I sigh grabbing the empty bowls and going to wash them up.

"And what are you doing now?"

"Letting go. I'm done with Reece, and I'm done living with what people expect me to be like."

"Ah, um Paislee we need to talk." I glance behind me, at him. Is it a good talk or a bad talk? He signals for me to sit down and I obey.

"What is it?" My curiosity getting the better of me.

"You're going to have to forgive Reece."

"What!" I scream, standing up.

"It's part of the plan." He chuckles. "You wanted in, I'm telling you the plan.

//Sorry for the mistakes and spelling errors// Also I'm planning to make the chapters longer because I feel like there too short. So sorry about that!// Lots of drama coming soon, so stay tuned.//

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