Dream Lie |Vkook|

9. Run

Hwa- Never mind
Jungkook's P.O.V.

"What's up Kookie? You look a little down..." Jimin rubbed my back.

"Is something bothering you?" Hoseok asked me.

"Just family stuff. I'm fine."

I started to say that quite often. I'm fine.
It was lie, yes I started to lie again. A bad habit. I wish I could tell them, but they wouldn't understand.

"We're here for you if it's anything." Jimin went back to class.

"Jimin! Before you go..."

"Yeah?"

"Is it possible that I could sleep over at your house? Tomorrow after school?"

"Sure. See you tomorrow then."

I can at least trust Jimin when it comes to making me favours. I didn't know how to repay him though.

"Has something happened?" Hoseok came after me.

"My god... You scared me!"

"Sorry. But come on! Just tell me. You know you can tell me basically anything."

"I don't know Hoseok. It's complicated."

"Fine, if you don't wanna tell. It's fine."

"Are you sure?"

"Nope, tell me."

"I don't know where I should start. Okay, what would you do if someone lied to you, and then you got to know the truth after a few years?"

"Freak out. Lying is not okay."

Oops...

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The thoughts haunted me everyday. It was always there. I couldn't escape it. Living in the same painful pattern, there was no meaning anymore. I didn't even wanna be with Tae anymore.
How could he?

My light started to fade away. I didn't see a reason to wake up in the morning. Everything became pitch black.

I started to sleep over at Jimin more often. I tried to avoid to come home when they were home.

When I was home, I was hiding in the basement.
The dark comforted me. It's funny how I used to be scared of the dark as a little kid and now the darkness is my friend.

Taehyung's P.O.V.

Hwan was never home anymore. He was always over a friend. And when he was home, I was not.

It felt like he was avoiding me. We never walked home together anymore.
His actions felt like a call for help. But I couldn't talk to him. He pushed me out with his walls. That I couldn't climb over.

I was worried over him. But what could I do? He never answered my calls or texts.

Never lose hope. That's what they say.
I got to keep the spirit up, even though it feels like I'm slowly sinking like a ship.