I Told Myself I Wouldn't Fall For You; Sweeran

Chapter Eleven; I've Got News...

Months passed, and eventually the tour winded down. Ed and I were doing better than ever, and it seemed as if nothing could go wrong. Although he did spend weeks in the UK, and I missed him terribly, he'd always come back and stay in the US for months. And occasionally I'd surprise him with trips over to his home. Even if he was gone sometimes, nothing could effect us.

This week was one of those weeks I had gone to the UK with Ed. He had his own flat, and he let me stay with him.

"Good morning sleepy." Ed teased. I had jet lag and so for the first time in forever, Ed woke before me. At first I was confused, but my face lit up when I saw him.

"Good morning babe." I said, sleepily smiling.

"How'd you sleep?" Ed asked, kissing my forehead.

"Quite well, I'm just still jet lagged." I replied.

"Oh, well I'm glad you slept well. Do you want coffee love? I'll make some." Ed said.

"If you don't mind that'd be nice." I answered. He got out of bed.

Moments later he returned with two cups of coffee, and I sat up and enjoyed the warm coffee.

"You don't mind if I go out today do you?" Ed asked, sipping at his cup. "A few of my guys want to hang out at the local pub. They'll pick me up at 11, and you can stay here and relax if you want." Ed said, placing his hand on my leg.

"Yeah I don't mind, I'll just hang out here all day." I replied. I checked the time, and it was nearly 9:30. "If you're going you should probably get ready though." I laughed, pointing out the time.

"Yeah you're right, but I enjoy spending time with you." He replied.

"You really know how to make me fall more in love with you don't you Edward." I laughed. He scooped me into a kiss, and sat with me for a few more minutes before going to get ready to leave. His friends came early, and he told me he'd be home by nine.

After he left I went to his living room and turned on the TV. I felt quite sick, and I'd felt that way in the mornings for the past few days. I tried pepto, but that didn't seem to help at all. I had this knot in my stomach, knowing what morning sickness meant. I doubted it was that, although there were more signs that pointed that way. I tried to shake it off, knowing I was probably just over thinking. I sat there for moments more before I felt really sick. I decided to take a drive down to the little drug store down the street to see if they had anything to help with my stomach ache.

When I got there, I snuck in the store going unnoticed by anyone around. I went to the aisle where they would have non prescription medicine. I picked up something I figured would help. On the way to the counter, I curiously picked up a pregnancy test and slipped it under my arm.

I checked out and frantically hoped the cashier would bag quickly. The last thing Ed and I needed was pictures of me buying this on the front page of every newspaper. They all knew we were together, so they'd know what this meant.

I went home and took some of the pills I bought, and then took the pregnancy test. I paced around the house for five minutes waiting for it to process. Finally, after what seemed like forever, I walked back in with my heart racing to read the test.

Positive.

Emotions raced around my mind and all I could do was gasp. I walked back out to the living room in shock. I was so happy, and yet nervous. I wondered how Ed would take it. I hadn't told him I'd been feeling sick lately, so this would come as a bit of a shock to him. It was only one o'clock, and my mind had to linger for another five hours before Ed got back. I took out my phone and tried to find something to distract me. Eventually, I gave up on that idea and went to the kitchen to find something to eat. I ended up just making microwaved macaroni and cheese because I didn't feel like cooking. Before I knew it Ed opened the door. I double checked the time, and as I thought, it was only 1:30.

"Ed!" I ran to the door. "What are you doing home so early?" I asked.

"Oh, the guys ended up being busy and so we canceled." Ed said.

"Oh. I'm sorry." I said, then something caught my eye. Ed had the plastic wrap around his arm that he got when he got new tattoos. I looked at him a bit disappointed. "Ed, I thought you said you wouldn't get anymore pointless tattoos." I said.

"It's not really pointless." Ed tried explaining.

I grabbed his arm and looked. "May 8th, 2014." I read the small tattoo out loud. "Today's date? Why, are you just going to get the word Tuesday tattooed next?" I asked sarcastically.

"No really, it's an important date." Ed said reaching in his pocket.

"Why?" I said, still a little dissapointed that he broke his promise.

"Because I planned on this happening today." He replied, getting down on one knee and pulling out a beautiful diamond ring encased in a velvet black box.

"Taylor, Will you marry me?" He asked with hopeful eyes.

For the second time in one day, I had my breath taken away. I could feel tears form in my eyes, as I said "Yes" with excitement. Ed stood up from where he was kneeling, and gave me a loving kiss.

"I'm so glad you said yes I love you so much" Ed said wrapping his arms around my waist.

"I love you too." I kissed him again. I was overjoyed, but still extremely nervous on how Ed would take the news on my pregnancy. I didn't want to break the moment of happiness and pure excitement, but I definitely couldn't keep this one a secret.

"Ed, I have something to tell you." I said more serious, but still happy.

"Anything, babe." He said.

"Well. I," I couldn't sugarcoat it or hesitate I just wanted him to know. "Ed I'm pregant." I said, feeling like forever had gone by waiting for a reply.

He hesitated to say anything before his whole face lit up in a grin.

"Taylor are you serious!?" He asked.

"Serious." I replied smiling more now that the worry was gone.

"Taylor we're going to be parents!" Ed said as he picked me up ever so gently and spun me a bit before putting me down and kissing me again.

"This day couldn't get any better." Ed said as he laced his fingers with mine.

"I couldn't agree more." I replied.

"I love you, my soon to be wife." He said. "And I love you my soon to be daughter or son." Ed said so excitedly as he touched my stomach.

I had worried for no reason at all, and I could tell that soon my to be husband would make a great father.