Day 203: what is the last thing you had to save your money for?
Hmmm. I don't really remember. It's probably my tablet. And for starters, it's not a fancy model: just an ASUS MemoPad. Haha. I figured I have to have something with which to communicate with my parents while in Quezon City. (They've actually monopolized my cell phone already. But whatever. xD Social misfit, anyway.)
Day 207: have you ever cried in a movie? Which?
I think I answered this question before. xD In any case, yes, I did. "Sad movies always make me cry." But I guess the one that made me cry the most was "The Last Song". I watched it with my father. HAHAHAHA. Even he was crying.
Also, Lion King when I was about five. My father (again) made me watch it.
Day 209: what do you remember most about last winter?
Stars. Millions and millions of frosty white orbs upon a backdrop of midnight black. I've always loved to walk beneath such skies; it gives a sort of magical feeling. Every time I do it, I become a girl of seven once again: braids and stuffed animals and warm memories, nose pressed against the window panes waiting for a shooting star to make a wish.
That one night, I was sitting outside. My heart was as cold and numb as the patch of ground I was sitting on, and I wished to cheer myself and evoke the bubbly warmth that I always felt when stargazing.
My eyes were fixed upon the stars, and so I didn't miss the one that glided through the skies, like a tear. I closed my eyes and immediately made a wish: that the loneliness be driven away.
And to my surprise, I was no longer alone when I opened my eyes. He gathered my hair and tucked them behind my ear, then encircled my blue hands in his strong, warm ones.
(^HAHAHAHAHAHA. Lakas makaimbento. That was a fabrication. We have no winter in the Philippines!)
Day 210: in a nutshell, what is your daily routine?
2:30 am Some unseen force always wakes me up at this time. Eto yung pinakaproductive kong oras. Lahat ng pagc-cram, dito nangyayari. Pag wala namang ic-cram, matutulog ako uli. :)
5:00 am Preparing for my classes. If it's a Sunday, this is when I wake up.
3:00 pm All my classes are over. HAHA. Lunch time. xD Kapag walang agenda, simula sa oras na 'to hanggang 5pm, nakatambay ako sa 2nd floor ng Melchor Hall para sa requirements ng app process ng UP ALCHEMES.
6:00-8:00 pm Zzzzzzz.
8:00-10:00 pm Magbabasa. Or tititigan yung mga dapat basahin.
10:00-2:30 That goes without saying.
Day 212: one person you know you can trust?
Allaine Renee Contado. Ipagkakanulo kasi ako ni Gellibag. XD Jk. Pareho sila.
Day 213: the person closest to your heart - how do you know them?
I was born into their circle. DUH.
Day 215: a letter to your crush
Let me tell you a story. I am an author, and I fell in love with my fictional character.
Recalling the details of how it all began is hazy, but it started when he caught my mind's eye and sparked my imagination. He was different. Dazzling, rare... original. I took a liking to him at once. I found ways to get to know him and see who he was, and when I couldn't, I let my own fancies mold him.
He became exactly what I wanted love to be.
I thought of him, dreamed of him, imagined him from time to time. And as I shaped his traits, as I defined what part he'll play in my tale, I grew to love him. He was never perfect, sure. But he was mine.
As I am his.
All that, but he might never know. I created him, played the role of god, changed the course of his destiny. My machinations have a price, though, and well I know. He will live after me. He will forget, he will go on as if I never touched his life.
He might even go and break my heart, by falling for another. And I will have to allow that, for the drama and the the theatrics and the beauty of the story.
He will become real, so real. Far more real than ever I can be.
But I shall love him, still.
Now, can you guess who that character is?
^Medyo exaggerated. Medyo recycled. Medyo hugot, but not totally. Haha.
Day 216: list of some of your favorite <Wattpad authors>
- Knightwriter
- CottonJones
- RichardHigley
- VJDunraven
Kasama na rin yung mga kaibigan ko dito: thenewbitchintown, LqDinSld, MyHeartIsInCanada, ViaMortis, foreverjomarch, deathstarhunter.
Day 217: a letter to someone whom you used to be close to
Dear old friend,
Hey. I just want you to know that I don't hate you. What came to pass between us is truly unfortunate, but that's life. I hope you don't hate me too.
