Day 26: 5 things you’re looking forward to
1. College. I am, in truth, a little afraid of it, because it would be a stage in which everything’s back to zero again. There, I’d have to be on my own. I’ll discover things about others and about myself. I’ll have to fight my own battles, and figure out which roads I should take, which dreams I should chase.
I love challenges. So bring it on.
2. NSPC. I won’t be doing it for myself only. I’ll do it for my mentor (I’ll show everyone how fortunate I was, to have had a great teacher!), and for all those who trust in me. I’ll venture out, and see the things which would be waiting for me there. For certain, I’d meet other writers, and I’d ask them what their reasons and motivations are. Win or lose, I’ll be learning.
3. When my keyboard finally gets fixed. Waaaaaah. I want to learn new pieces, but can’t, since the “ti” key on my keyboard wouldn’t play. I’d have to transpose it to a key which doesn’t use that note, or else play the piece an octave higher or lower. I can’t even finish Fur Elise yet, because I get pissed off when I press the key and no sound comes out.
I’m tired of just imagining the sound, and too lazy to transpose every piece I know to the key of D or F (masyado nang maraming sharp at flat yung iba, mas lalong ayoko na).
4. Season 4, Shakugan no Shana. Kaya lang, final na daw yung Season 3 e, as in “Shakugan no Shana III, Final”. OVA na lang oh.
5. Ah. Nauubusan na ako ng sasabihin. Ayoko nang gamitin si Sherlock, mapaghahalatang crush ko siya. Haha.
Eto nalang: ma-justify. I’m looking forward to the time when I shall see that all I did wasn’t done in vain. I want to be able to say that I fulfilled my purpose.
Ayoko pang mamatay, utang na loob, pero gusto ko na maging makabuluhan ang buhay ko. xD
Notable omissions (akala ko rin nauubusan na ako ng ililista e. Hindi pa pala.):
~Pumasok mamaya. Graduation practice daw e.
~Bakasyon. Cute kaya yung mga pinsan ko. Magsasaya kami. Huling maliligayang araw ko na, bago ako tuluyang mawala sa katinuan sa pagsisimula ng kolehiyo.
~Yung sipagin akong isulat na yung mga ideas ko tungkol sa phoenix. Atsaka yung iba pang kwentong naiisip ko habang nakasakay sa tricycle at nagmumuni-muni.
~Magkaroon ng bagong kwento ng Sherlock Holmes. Kaya lang imposible yun e.
~”You don’t know but that’s okay. You might find me anyway. Don’t you know that I belong arm in arm with you, baby?” (Raindrops, Regina Spektor) Kanta tayo.
~To be or not to be, that is the question.~
