~chapter 9~

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Honey we can run forever, if forevers what's in store. Time to take me home.
Home isn't always a house. Home could be a person. You were my home. I didn't need anything else.
     People are starting to notice that I'm not okay. I'm hoping someone will tell you I'm not okay but I suppose you wouldn't care. I wish someone would tell you what you're doing to me. I want someone to tell you I'm not okay without you and I want to die and I can't do this anymore.
    I'm suicidal and I need help.
I'm suicidal and I want to die
I'm depressed
I selfharm
I'm fat and I want to starve myself like I used to
I have anxiety

If one of your friends is suicidal and you know they are, fucking help them. Don't pretend it's not there. Because you never know what lengths a person will go to be happy again. For me I turn to my closest friend since Phil left me. My closest friend is my blade. It makes me feel numb and I need that. It's the only thing that will be there for me.

Au: sorry for the short chapter, but updating every day is pretty difficult

Something 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman.

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