I told you how I feel about you. It was two days before Christmas. You said that you weren't ready for a relationship. But how come you were ready with that girl you were speaking to a month ago, what's changed since then? I kept pressuring you to tell me the truth. Then you did.
"The month of flirting that we've done meant nothing to me, you're a mate and that's all you'll ever be. Stop getting attached to me because I'll never love you".
I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with this. All I want is to move on because if I can't have you then that means that somewhere out there, there's someone for me. But I can never find that someone because who would really love me?
What's wrong with me that you won't love me even though I'd do anything just to make you smile?
I never knew what heartbreak was, but now I do.
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Things I wanted you to know (Phan)
FanfictionSup bean people, this one will hit you right in the feely weelys Trigger warning *mentions of selfharm and suicidal thinking and eating disorders* stay safe ily It's finished but I update it every now and again... So it's not really finished... Id...
