Nothing But Trash

Bye Grandpa, Hello Me

“Bye Suki-chan, don’t forget to shoot for the stars.”

Those were his last words to me that night. He left—just like that.
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       I pressed my inky muzzle to the side of his face, blinking my fur-covered eyes shut.  I whimpered, my breath shifting the sand beneath us. He's gone, he's really gone... I opened my eyes, the brilliant emerald's having lost their lively spark as I stared blankly at the slowly bloodying sands. I pulled away, standing numbly over the dead body as I breathed heavily through my nose.

       My tail laid lifelessly behind me, twitching to the left every time I blinked. I whimpered again, bowing my head and curling my tail between my legs. Why’d he have to leave me? I couldn’t help but wonder. I glanced at the withering body in front of me one more time before turning around and padding away from the scene. My ebony paws barely sunk into the sand as I pressed forward, leaving nearly no tracks.

        It didn’t take long before I had arrived at our my home. I glanced at the note carved into the glass-like structure. I let out a single, low wail, shaking my head as I read.

‘Grandpa loves you Suki; keep shooting for the stars and one day you’ll be more important than the moon. Don’t forget it.’

      I curled colorlessly around the base of the crystal tree, my metallic tail dragging behind me, leaving a sunken trail in the sand. My vermilion fur ruffled lightly in the barely existent breeze, my body numb to the sensation. I shut my watering eyes and allowed myself to rest in the temporary bliss of sleep.

 

 

       I dont think I would’ve minded dying that night. But I didn’t. Life must’ve had something in store for me, because not a single hollow attacked me that week. I was forced to live. But in that week, something in me changed. I finally found my resolve.

       It was the first attack after the incident. I went ballistic. I released all my pent up fury, my caged emotions. The poor hollow didn’t understand what happened. Such a young, innocent, small hollow I was… It was during that fight that I found out who I really was(and am). A blood thirsty, violent, psychotic hollow who wanted nothing but power and was willing to knock down anyone and anything that stood in my path.

       I set goals for myself, promises really. I vowed on my life to become strong enough to kill the hollow that killed the only thing precious to me. And to do this, I set smaller goals and little by little… I achieved them with even more blood on my fur than before.

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This is going to be a Ulquiorra love story, from bleach! I of course hope you like it! comment/vote/follow! ~yes I still follow back!~

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 edit 9/8/13: HEY GUYS! well, I just wanted to tell you all that there WILL be swearing! if you cant read that, well, sorry! I don't think you should read my story cause that is how I write! please no reports or anything like that ><  and to add, there might ONE DAY be sexual activity, but I will put a warning before we enter it, and after its finished so you don't have to read it (: making out and such I do not consider a problem, so yeah... just wanted to tell you all! thank you for reading! keep commenting, voting, and following! XD :D <3

A/N: Finally took out the crappy 'info' chapter! Added this in 8/18/14!~ Hope you all like. And if you think "what the hell? Did two different people write this story?"  when you read this chapters and one of the future chapters, I'm just editing my older chapters so they look less crappy. (: ... Yeah... I improved a lot over the past year, ok? XD I'm working on editing everything, so no worries, it'll all look the same soon*Hopefully*! :D