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I sighed and thought about water; how it feels, how it looks, and even how it smells and tastes; which was quite hard might I add. After a good half hour of just attempting to summon up water I gave up. 'It's impossible!' I thought, frustrated with how annoying and complicated this is. I decided to think of another way to control water. 'Um...what has water down here...?' I thought, thinking. 'Sand? No.... Trees? No...' I thought naming it all off. I then remembered, 'HOLLOWS HAVE BLOOD! BLOOD IS WATER!' I thought in triumph. I let a sly grin snake its way onto my face as I figured out, 'I'd have to find a hollow for this.'
I quickly jumped up into the trees. 'so I don't die trying to control them, ill sneak around and control them from afar.' I thought, coming up with a plan. I used my BWS to find a... guinea pig. I quickly found an adjuchas, hopping off towards its direction. Before I arrived I dropped my reiatsu down so he couldn't sense me. I sat down on a bench nearby and studied it. I couldn't tell if it was a boy or girl. What I COULD tell was that it was injured, quite badly too.
I watched the blood pour from its legs. I shut my eyes and imagined the hollow being the only thing. It was a small dog hollow; ugly one too. I imagined the blood pouring out of him rising slightly. As I imagined it I opened my eyes and continued thinking about the blood rising. After a couple of seconds the blood rippled and jumped up from the sand.
The dog jumped, but winced and sat back down. It couldn't move at all basically. I continued to get a feel of how to control the blood. When I felt pretty used to it I went inside the dog's body. I blocked the leg off from bleeding. After a second blood stopped dripping out of his leg, the rest of the blood sinking into the sand. I traveled upwards, blocking the blood from traveling to his leg. After that I blocked the other leg as well. I continued blocking off his legs; immobilizing him. I then blocked the blood flow from vital organs. The dog howled in pain and I smirked sadistically. I continued until all that was left was to heart which continued to pump uselessly, quickening in fear as adrenaline kicked in.
And then it stopped.
I smirked as the dog fell limp. I froze the blood in place, and then began to group it up. After I had grouped all of its blood into a ball I began to move it up; pulling the blood out through its mouth. I watched as the dog's mouth widened as the blood worked its way up its throat, pushing itself up passed its teeth. When it was finally freed from the dog's body I had it float towards me. I separated it, taking the blood cells out, leaving only water. I then dropped the blood cells to the floor.
I swept the water over the cut which had finally stopped bleeding. I winced and continued to pull the blood off. I then separated the blood cells and sand from the water again. I continued to wipe my body off with the water until I was clean of sand.
I glanced at my fur. It'd never been so clean. I never knew how bright it actually was, or how soft and shiny it was. It had always been covered in a coat of sand I guess. I smiled, it seemed like... this was a change. Another change.
'I guess falling in here wasn't that bad...' I thought with a smile. I've gotten so much stronger; I've even obtained the level of adjuchas. I've learned about new abilities and gained others. I've... I've changed so much since back then. Before I was a weakling, I couldn't talk, I couldn't heal, I couldn't sense for crap, my reiatsu was so small, I didn't know about all of my abilities, I had such... such inferior abilities compared to now. I guess... I guess I could finally say that I've done it.
I've finally reached my goal. I've gotten so much stronger than before, stronger then I could've ever imagined! I blinked as a tear slipped out, sliding down my fur and splashing onto the tree branch. I'm so proud; I've finally reached the goal I had thought was un-obtainable. I shut my eyes as I heard more splashes, knowing I was crying. I shook my head and turned around, hopping to the earthy scent.
Upon arrival I jumped onto the bed, whipping my tail to the side, 7 more coming out. I wrapped them around me as I lay down, similar to how I did when I was training my earth abilities, except this time I kept the tips out of the sand.
'So...I've completed my goals... now what?' I thought as I smiled, tears of joy still sliding down my muzzle which was now soaked. 'Wait, what am I saying?! I create new goals!' I thought. 'I need to get stronger so I can become a vasto lorde. I need to explore and further my abilities.' I said quickly as if convincing myself something.
'Sounds like a lot to do though...' I thought and sighed. I un-raveled my tails and whipped them to the side again, one tail remaining afterwards. I sat up straight. I looked around again. 'I need to go collecting masks again after I learn more of the abilities.' I thought as I stared at the wall. I continued looking at my cave and noticed just how dreary it was. That reminded me how lonely I am. 'I need a friend.' I thought with a sigh. 'Maybe I could find a pet... THE TOP HAS A TON OF WEAK HOLLOWS!' I thought as a smile crept up my face.
I could just go up there, find a hollow and convince it to come with me. First I'd need to tame it and befriend it. I planned it out and decided to sleep first. 'I'm going to get a pet. I'm not going to be lonely.' I thought as if reassuring myself. I quietly began to fall asleep, relaxing my body.
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I gasped and placed my webbed hand on my stomach. I looked around and noticed that I was in a small clearing. I continued to scan the clearing noticing brown patches. 'Blood?' I tried to think back and finally remembered. "oh yeah... me and a bunch of other came over cause we smelt the blood, when we got here we began to fight that girl... I thought she had killed me..." I said, my head pounding. It's not like I think she didn't kill me on purpose, but I thought I was dead. 'Hmm... I wonder what I should do now...' I thought, getting to my feet. I swayed as everything swirled. 'Ok, I think I should just find a place to stay and rest. This head ache definitely won't go away on its own unless I rest.' I thought, shutting my eyes in an attempt to stop the spinning and prevent myself from throwing up. I felt nauseous as I hopped around, barely able to keep my eyes open. When I found a secluded clearing with dense trees I stopped.
I panted heavily once I'd stopped. It usually wouldn't be hard to travel such a short distance, but with how sick I was feeling, it felt like I'd been sprinting for miles. I decided that it'd still be too dangerous to stay on the ground in the state I was in. I would probably be attacked while I was sleeping. I walked up to a tall tree and began to climb it. I went slowly so I didn't throw up, but it didn't help much. After a minute of climbing I vomited; it was mostly dry heaving, but some liquids came out.
I continued upwards until I reached a high enough branch and just sat there for a second, panting and wheezing. I leaned against the tree and shut my eyes. I lowered my already very low reiatsu just as a safety precaution and began to drift off. As I drifted off I thought 'she was a strong hollow. Quite a funny one too. She would be a great travel partner now that I think about it.'
My last thought was 'goal; find her and ask her to travel with me.' And then I drifted off into a much needed rest.
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Fanfiction[[Ulquiorra Fanfic, LONG Hiatus potentially discontinued]] Suki was a small hollow when her only happiness was ripped away from her--killed right in front of her, really. Since then, she'd vowed to kill the hollow who'd destroyed her and would stop...