A hidden storm

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Warning: CONTAINS SUICIDEL CONTENT(also Newtmas😘😘)

Newt sat in the deadheads, going over everything that has happened in the past few weeks.
   Ever since Newt could remember, he had hated Gally. The blond had always hated him. He would make fun of his limp, his accent, his failed attempt at death, call him ugly and worthless, call him a fag because he liked Thomas(even though he was straight), anything. He and his buddies would make comment:
"Hey gimpy, jump off the wall lately??"
"Gosh shank, what happened to your face?? Oh wait, you always look like that, my bad."
"Shut up fag, go suck your boyfriend's cock." And other ones he didn't want to thing about. That particular day, he had be walking to the homestead to meet up with Minho and Thomas when he tripped over a garden tool. A course, Gally and his cronies were there to laugh at him and make more comments
"God shank, can't you do anything right??"
"Have a nice trip fag??"
"Your so worthless, go kill yourself why don't cha??"
Newt got up, and ran to the deadheads, wiping tears from his eyes. This time he was going to really do it. He gently pulled his jacket away from his arms, and pulled out his knife. He cut three shush marks into his arms just above his elbow. He let the blood flow until he became dizzy, the placed his jacket over the cuts stopping the bleeding. When they, he sighed. Your going to do it this time He told himself no chickening out. He cut a deep gash into his wrist, and watched as the blood flowed from his arm. He felt himself become dizzy. Goodbye world Newt whispered. He started to drift into unconsciousness when he heard his name. He turned his head, and saw Thomas running towards him. He heard Thomas scream something, but he couldn't hear it. Thomas grabbed Newt's jacked and wrapped it around Newt bleeding arm. After some time, the bleeding stopped. Thomas looked at Newt.
"Newt??" He said, " Why would you try and kill yourself??"
Newt looked at Thomas angrily.
"Because everyone here hates me and Gally's been making my life a bloody hellhole and the guy I like will never like me back!!" He cried.
Thomas looked at Newt, "Who do you like??" He asked. Newt gulped.
"It's.. It's you Tommy." He said embarrassed. Newt's head dropped. Thomas cupped Newt's chin in his hands, brought his eyes up to his, and kissed him. Newt was shocked, but kissed him back.
"I..I" Thomas stuttered, "I like you too Newt." He said. Newt smiled and kissed Thomas back. Maybe this placed wouldn't be so bad anymore.

Hey guys thank you for reading this if you ever need to talk about anything please message me I won't judge or talk to someone you trust. Be safe.

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