Heaven

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The truth runs wild,



Like a tear down a cheek.





Trying to save face, and daddy heart break






I'm lying through my teeth.




"You're not him.." Thomas said, backing away from Brenda. She gave him a strange look.

"Don't you mean her??" She asked. Thomas shook his head.

"No, I don't." He said, shaking his head. " You're not him, and you'll never be him." The world went dark around him.




This voice inside



Has been eating at me






Trying to replace, the love that I fake

With what we both need.

"Thomas," Newt said, pushing his lover away from him for a moment. "We shouldn't be doing this, what if someone catches us??" Thomas smiled.

"I don't care. I love you and I can't hide it anymore."










The truth runs wild,




Like kids on concrete.



"Hazel, be careful babe I don't want you to get hurt." Newt called to his daughter as she ran around pulling her toy wagon behind her. Newt slowly rocked the small child in his arms, kissing his forehead from time to time when he heard a scream.

"Daddy!!" Hazel screamed, jumping into Thomas's arms as he got outta the car after a long day of work.

"Hey hon, have fun today??" He asked her. She nodded her head and started to talk about it as they walked up the path to where Newt and the baby were.

"Hey babe," Thomas said, pecking Newt's lips. "How are you?" Newt smiled.

"Better now that your here,"





Trying to sedate my mind in its place,






And numb what I see.







Awake, wide eyed






I'm screaming at me.




Trying to keep faith and picture his face,







Staring up at me.




Newt looked over at his lover as they slept together. He pushed a piece of his hair out of his eyes. He felt disgusting for being here, for loving him.

His father was a priest, and told him being gay was a sin, but he tried not to care.

Newt kissed Thomas on the forehead.

"I love you, and I don't care."



Without losing a piece of me,




How do I get to heaven???


"It's my fault!!" Thomas cried, slamming his fist on the wall as he cried.

"It's my fault they we put in there." He said, "it's my fault that there dead." He put his head on the wall.

"I'll never forgive myself."




Without changing a part of me,





How do I get to heaven??



"I'll never see him again, not even when I die." He said, tears falling from his eyes and dripping down his cheeks.

"He's gone....my everything."







All my time is wasted,





Feeling like my hearts mistaken, oh





The box jerked, sending him flying around the small room.

My name is Thomas. He thought, and that was it. Nothing else.

He jumped up, and a bright light came crashing through the ceiling. The boy heard voices, men's voices.

Then, if like a camera autofocus, the people's faces came into view. Boys. And lots of them.

A rope the lowered down into the box, and a swarm of helping hands pulled Thomas out of the box. He looked around and scanned each of the faces. A muscled Asian boy stared at him, his sleeves rolled up to show off his biceps. A young boy, maybe 12 or 13, with curly brown hair that fell into his eyes, rocked back and forth on his heels, staring up at him with wide eyes. But one boy stood out the most. A tall, blond boy, with lanky features and strong arms looked at the grass. He looked up at Thomas, and a wave of recognition flashed across his sweet feature, knowledge flooding his big brown eyes.

"Newt...." Thomas said. The pushed past each boy and wrapped his arms around the boy. Newt looked at each boy, the slowly pulled Thomas into a tight hug, and rested his cheek on Thomas's shoulder.

"Thomas....." He said as the gladers looked on in confusion and disbelief.









Hey guys......

Um..... I don't really know this.

I also wrote the last little thing from a headcannon I saw somewhere. So many people have used this.(I actually used this in another post a couple months back called "Jet pack Blues. Go read it if you haven't. It sucks though.)



I put the song(it's called heaven by Troye Sivan I'm obsessed) in the thing up top. K? K.

I'll get the vote winner up soon. I have an idea for it. You guys will love it. It'll be out soon.





Love y'all,
🙈🙉🐵

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