Random Maze Runner

Memories

Oh memories, where'd you go?

You were all I've ever known!

How I miss yesterday,

How I let it fade away.....

Life fades fast, like the ocean at low tide. One minute you're a young child playing with your baby rattle, the next minute your lying on the floor, dying.

I knew it would come to this. I couldn't live with that awful disease forever.

Something that people that have died and come back almost always say is that, time slows down in your last few moments of existence. You see your greatest memories flow before you. But something they also don't tell you,

You worst moments come back to haunt you one last time.

That one time you chickened out of asking that one girl or boy out on a date. That one time you cried in class and everyone called you a crybaby, or a little girl or sissy.  That time when you and your sister were taken away from your parents forever and you never saw your sister again.

Don't you just love that.

Now look at me. A lifeless body laying on the cold hard ground. Not fully dead, but just barely clinging to life.

This is the time when you really start to reflect everything you've done in your short meaningless existence.  What you've done good, and what you've done bad. I don't have much to reflect on, I can't remember much. Only certain parts of certain things.

I wish I could go back. Back to when everything first started. I wish I could've saved my family, or at least my little sister. She didn't deserve this. None of us did.

I wish I could of done more for my friends. But no, I was too selfish. I'm so sorry boys.

But wait, I see something. A light.

It's so warm and beautiful. And I'm so tired. I can smell flowers and feel great love coming from it. I can hear my mother's sweat lullabies she sang to me as a child.

I think I'm dying.

Well guys, that's all I can give you. Thanks for joining me in my last few minutes of my meaningless existence.

But remember, your existence doesn't have to be meaningless. If you set your mind to it, you can accomplish anything. So go out, and do what I couldn't do.

I love all of you guys so much.

I'm so sorry Lizzy.
I'll say hi to Mum and Dad for you.
Goodbye everyone.
Stay bloody inspired.

Love y'all,
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