Doing The Unthinkble

Chapter 15

Chapter 15-

I waited and waited until...I was greeted at the door by a white woman. I wasn't expecting that.

"Um I think I'm at the wrong house" I say looking at her confused. Maybe my memory wasn't as good as I thought it was.

"Well tell me who you're looking for, I may be able to help you." She said so politely.

"Um I'm looking for a Jarviss Brown"

"Well baby you ain't at the wrong house, Jarviss is my son and he is right upstairs."

"Great" I said excited "can I see him?" I asked.

"I'm sorry honey, but Jarviss isn't taking any company right now"

"Ok, thanks anyway" I say pretty disappointed.

Just as I turned away and reached the bottom of the steps I heard a voice say.

"It's ok ma, let her up"

I walked back up the steps and she motioned for me to come inside. I stepped into the very lavishly decorated home in awe. It was truly an amazing sight to see. Exotic plants, paintings, and things of that nature. This lady had it going on.

"Upstairs third door on the left" she said.

"Thanks" I replied.

I walked right up the stairs. Enjoying pictures of little Jarviss and other boys along the way. When I reached the room I kinda hesitated opening the door, but I went ahead and did it.

Jarviss was sitting in a lounge chair playing a game. He paused it when he saw the door open. He turned towards me and smiled, but when I saw him the gesture was not returned.

He had a black eye and his lip was busted. I walked up to him to examine his face closer.

"Jarviss who did this to you?" I asked

"Damn! That's the first thing I get. No how have you been nothing" he said jokingly

"This isn't funny. How did this happen?"

"I don't want to talk about it right now. Here!" He said handing me a second controller. "Relax and play the game with me. Please"

I reluctantly grabbed the controller and it looked like I was controlling a spaceship. What the hell is this?

"I don't know how to play" I said.

He looked at me and laughed. "Here I'll show you" he said. He stood up and came and sat with me In between his legs. He put his hands over mines and took control. He rested his head over my shoulder. His breath on my neck felt so good. He guided my hands and showed me everything I needed to do.

"See its easy" he said.

"Ok I wanna try on my own" I took the control into my hands and started to play. When I won I got soo happy. "Look at that. I play better then you." I said joking.

"Whatever I'm a pro.," he said grabbing the other control. "Put your money where your mouth is."

We went at it, but not for long within minutes my player was shot down.

"Where all that mouth at now" he said.

I looked at him with a sad face. He looked over at me and smiled.

"Aww somebody is a sore loser."

"I'm not a sore loser." I said in a baby voice.

"Another round?"

"Nah I'm good you go ahead and play."

While he was playing I was looking over his room. He had trophies of all kinds on his dresser. I then saw a huge CD collection. I went to looking over his music. He liked really old school stuff. Baby making music lol. Then I felt a pair of large, firm, muscular, arms around me.

"Found what you looking for?" He asked.

"I was just looking at your music, you've got good taste" I say holding up a Marvin Gaye album.

"Oh really?, not miss I don't like love songs ain't saying that." He said imitating my voice.

"What ever. I never said I don't like love songs." I say putting the CD in the CD player.

He then pulled me towards him and began to spin me to where I was facing him.

"You dance?" He asked

"Yeah I dance" I replied.

He pulled me closer to him and began singing along in my ear. This time it was soft continuos almost close to a whisper. With every pernonciation of his consonants his lips just softly touched against my ear. The sensation that shot through my body was unexplainable. I pulled him tighter because every time I heard his voice in my ear my legs got weak. He moved my arms to his neck and slid his arms down to my waist. He forcefully pulled my hips to closer to him. When the song was over and the next song came on we couldn't let go of each other. He used his finger tips to lift up my face, I loved when he did that. Our eyes met and the transe began. I turned my head away from him because of some of the things that were going on in my head had nothing to do with praising The Lord.

"Why do you do that?" He said in a voice so soft I thought I melted right there in his arms.

"What?" I said, still looking away from him.

He grabbed my face and turned it towards him.

"Run from me."

"I'm not running, I'm right here aren't I?" I shot back being a smart ass.

"So tell me why you never look at me directly and when you do you turn away quickly. You running, but what are you running from? I thought you trusted me."

"I do. But--." I just stopped.

"But what? Tell me how you feel?"

"Um i don't know how I feel? I mean every time I'm around you I get these feelings, I just can't explain. You make me think things I've never thought of before. And even with all this I can't explain why? Why I feel these things. Why I like you so much." I looked at him as I finished and he just smiled.

"Say something." I said thinking I scared him away.

He leaned into my ear and said " I want you, I want you in every way. I want you to be mines. And I know you just got out of a bad relationship but I can't help it. Since the day I layed eyes on you I couldn't help but want to be near you all the time."

I just smiled. I couldn't help but smile knowing he felt that way about me.

He looked down at me and I went to look the other way but he guided my face back to his.

"Stop running and trust me"

He leaned so close to me I could smell his breath. I closed my eyes expecting a kiss but it didn't happen. I opened my eyes to see he had stopped. He was waiting on me to finish it. We were so close that one little flinch and our lips would be touching. I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him towards me. It happened, his lips were so soft. I couldn't help myself. I didn't want to let him go. We paused for breath and then we went at it again. His lips felt perfect against mines like it was just meant to be. I finally came up and we just stared into each others eyes.

"So um where do we go from h---" I went to say but he interrupted me saying.

"Shh. You talk to much."

There we stood looking at each other. Still moving to the music not missing a beat.

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AHH LOOK AT THEM JARVIS AND DOMINIQUE DOING THE DAMN THING. IS IT BAD THAT I'VE UPLOADED MORE THEN HALF THESE PEOPLE DO IN LEDD THEM A MONTH. I CAN'T HELP IT ITS A SURPRISE TO ME TO. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO WRITE UNTIL I WRITE IT. BTW SOME OF THE CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK ARE REAL. LIKE ASHLYN IS BLUEPRINT_ASHLYN ON WATTPAD. HER BOOKS ARE FREAKING AMAZING AND THAT'S MY BEST FRIEND IN REAL LIFE. I LOVE YOU GIRL.