Doing The Unthinkble

Chapter 20

Chapter-20

After school I threw my stuff in my locker, and headed out to Jarviss car. When I walked up he was already there leaning on the car. GOT DAMN IM A LUCKY ASS BITCH (Mac miller voice) I thought to myself. I walked up to him and he palmed my face and kissed me, it was so passionate so intimate so ooooweee so damn good. When he broke the kiss my eyes were still closed. I just couldn't explain what he was doing to me. I finally moved to the passenger side of the car. I just stood there, I know this niggah ain't about to let me open my own damn door. He laughed at my face and walked over and opened my door and even gestured for me to get in. While we were driving down the street he turned up the radio and "Somenights" by Fun was on. Although, I enjoyed the songs turned the radio down.

"Whoa! What are you doing?" He asked surprised.

"Where did you go this morning when the bell rang?" I asked getting straight to the point.

"Nowhere" he said looking at the road.

That just aggravated me all the talk about trust me and give me all of you and here he is holding back on me.

"You obviously went somewhere you didn't walk inside,you didn't even come see me at lunch like you said you would" I say with a hint of frustration in my voice.

"Babe, it was nothing. Come on and chill" he said turning the radio up.

"I suppose that black eye is nothing either" I shot back noticing he still had a small bruise under his eyes. He turned the radio down and said

"I said its nothing. Damn! I just wanted to ride home enjoying the company of my girlfriend is that such a problem" he said in a tone a little shy of a yell.

I didn't reply I just looked a head. He must have lost his fucking mind talking to me that way. Ohh he has no idea. When we got to my house he whipped his face with his palms and looked over to me. I just continued looking ahead I honestly had nothing more to say to him.

"Tell me what you're thinking" he said looking at me.

"Have a nice night Jarviss" I say reaching for the door handle but the door didnt open.

"Come on, I'm sorry I raised my voice at you. I just want to know what's on your mind right now." He said sincerely but I didn't want to here it.

"You don't tell me anything so I have nothing more to say to you." I said still trying to figure out how to open the door.

He chuckled

"The child safety lock is on you can't get out".

"That's just great" I respond sarcastically not finding anything about this funny. "Someone else who treats me like a child, what next you wanna come up and pick out my clothes for tomorrow?" I shot at him.

"Babe I'm sorry I didn't mean it lik-"

"JUST OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR" I yell.

He unlocked the door and I walked out without a goodbye without anything. I slammed the door and made my way to the house. Once I made it inside and up to my room I realized I had left my backpack in his car. I text him

** I left my backpack in your car**

I found it pretty hopeless since he ne'er texts and drive he would be him why the time he got my message. I'll go to his house and then just get it from there I walked down stairs to see my keys weren't there. FUCK! There in my backpack. Ugh! I walked outside to get some fresh air and clear my head. When I walked out side I saw Jarviss standing there with my backpack in his hand leaning against the car. I can't with this kid. I walked up to him and grabbed ky backpack.

"Thanks" I say pulling it away, but he held onto my hand. I looked up at him as if to say "what are you doing?"

"Talk to me babe, please" he looked me right in the eyes and I couldn't I just couldn't do it. I turned away but he stopped my face with his fingertips.

"Please don't run from me talk to me I need to know how you're feeling"

"Honestly I don't know with you. You not tell me anything. I come and see you looking like a human punching bag. You tell me you don't me you don't want to talk about it. You disappear all day and tell me it's nothing. What the hell Jarviss. You're supposed to tell me everything, were supposed to be able to talk about it all. You're holding back on me and I don't like it." I say looking at him I know he could see the hurt in my eyes.

"Babe, please. I know you want to know everything but I can't tell you that." I started to turn away but he grabbed me back and said "wait just hear me out. As you know I don't have the cleanest history, and all I can say is a ghost from my past is haunting me. If I could tell you more i would. I would sit you down I would tell you it all. From the day I was born to the day I met you to right now. O would give you all of my words my last breath EVERYTHING. I just can't at least not right now. When this all blows over of course I can but just not now. Now I need you to be here, I need you to still trust me. I need your hugs I need your kisses I just need your presence. Please don't leave me babe. Especially not now." He just looked at me.

He held my hand in his and it felt so soft. It just felt like that's were my hands were meant to be. That's where my body needs to be. Next to him is where I need to be. I felt his eyes on me but I didn't turn away I actually turned towards him. I wanted him to see me,I wanted him to see in my eyes were my heart was. I wanted him to see that I was putting myself on the line for him. I was throwing away I previously believed in before him. I wanted him to see right through me.

Before I knew it his hand were on my waist pulling me closer. His lips were pressed against mines. Oh my goodness. For the first time in my life I got what I wanted, it was mines all mines. There was no better feeling in this world.

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AWW THEY SO CUTE. BUT WHAT HE TALKING ABOUT A GHOST FROM HIS PAST. IDK READ TO FIND OUT. IT'S ABOUT TO GO DOWN