Hidden Wishes

Seven

"God Phear, I need you."
Those words echoed through his mind. Had Hunter really said those words? Vishous was shocked. How had his son meant it? He had been about to knock when he heard the words. His heart stopped. Was his son gay? How did he feel about that? He mentally shook himself. He remembered how he felt for Butch. How he was attracted to him and jealous of what he had with Marissa. He had been jealous of them go more than one reason. They had children. Something he had Jane wouldn't be able to have. Now he has a son from a past relation and that surely hurt his mate. He needed to speak with his son about training and he needed to see for himself that his son was alright. He knocked on the door and waited. The door opened revealing Hunter without his phone. He let him in and they sat in the chairs near the window that was about to be shuttered.
"I wanted to speak with you about how your feeling." Vishous said to his son.
" Confused, very confused." Was Hunters reply.
"About what?"
"Training, the king, you, my emotions. Everything."
"What about training?"
"About do I want to go back to the training center? What will the king decide?"
"I know the king very well I think he won't make you do something you don't want to do. As far as you wanting to go back or not, that's something I can't decide for you. The training center is successful with training warriors. Not all of them become brothers. Some are candidates but only the toughest, strongest, and fastest and purest of blood make it to the brotherhood. You my boy have the symbol of the Brotherhood, you just have to be trained and your in."
"Just like that?"
"Just like that."

Phear lay in his bed staring at the ceiling. Hunter had said he needed him. In what way? sexually? The thought made him hard. Mentally? He could probably help him. The day was ending and he hadn't gotten any sleep. It meant visitation day was approaching and that meant no training. First meal was approaching and he hadn't heard from Hunter. Part of him understood and the other part became worried and wanted to search for him. The shutters slowly began to lift and he knew it was time to get out of bed. He put on his normal outfit of jeans and a tight black shirt. His feet went into black shitkickers. He was happy to be able to dress down. He hated all that grey he had to wear. As he was finishing dressing the door to his dorm opened and Vishous came in.
"Uncle." He said politely.
" Phear." Was his uncles response. "I want to know how you feel about my son."
"What do you mean?"
"I heard him tell you he needed you. What are your feelings?"
"I... I don't know. I'm... Confused."
"I don't want him hurt. Hes gone through so much in the last few days. Please... Don't hurt him."
He watched as Vishous left the room and frowned. What was that about? He ignored it and headed to first meal. Hopefully Hunter would return and his body could relax. He had to admit, He wanted the male. Wanted his body, his heart, his mind, his love. He wanted it all. But could he convince Hunter of that. Vishous was a very strong male with an amazing power, He didn't want to mess with his uncle. Upon entering the mess hall, his eyes searched the room. Was Hunter there? He was disappointed when he didn't see him. Where was he? Why did this meeting with the king take so long? He was anxious and tense. Hunter needed to come back before he went crazy.
Rhage entered the room and commanded attention. "Today is the first of many visitation days. Once a week we will permit parents, family, friends, loved ones to come into the center to visit their loved ones. It is a privilege and it can be lost. In a few moments. I will be opening the doors for families to come in and see their families. All we ask is that none of you leave this area. We don't want visitors in the residents housing or gyms. Right now outside is off limits until further notice."
Phear closed his eyes. Would Hunter be among those visiting him? he her voices get louder and opened his eyes. Families were entering the mess hall and looking for their loved one. He searched the crowd and saw his parents. He smiled at them as they approached. Where was Hunter?

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What? Another chapter in one day? Yep that's right. I am making up for lost time in posting updates. This book is making me emotional just writing these chapters. I can already see how I want this one to go.

Should Hunter return to the center or should he stay at the mansion?

That's up for vote!!

I know what mine is.