Spiked My Heart

It'll Be Okay

Cammy's POV

After supper the night went by quickly, we all ended up in the living room watching movies before the girls and I had to head off to bed. The next day the show was the same as the last except the girls and I stayed backstage to hang out with Ashton the whole time. After the show we all headed back to the hotel to pack.

"So where is the next show?" I asked Geo as we stood by his bag putting his clothes back in it.

"Um, Indianapolis I believe" He replied not looking up from his bag.

I dropped the shirt I was about to put away on the bed.

"Indianapolis, Indiana?" I asked slowly.

"Yeah that's it! Why?"

My eyes widened slightly as I remembered what little Jill had told me about her past. She never really told us much about it, she wanted to keep it to herself so we didn't bother her about it, but she did tell us her family used to go to Indianapolis on weekends to get away. I contemplated telling Geo, I wanted to tell him as he was looking at me strange but I didn't know if Jill would be happy about it. I opened my mouth to speak but it just all spilled out.

"Where Jill used to live in Kentucky is close to Indianapolis, Indiana, her family used to go there on the weekends, I don't know much about her past or why she had to move away from her dad but I don't know if she'll by okay with going to Indianapolis" I said quickly.

Geo stared at me, trying to figure out what to say.

"So do we need to go tell her where we're going?" Geo asked.

"I...no" I sighed.

"We're already to far from home to take her to her mom tonight and we have to travel tomorrow so there's no reason to make her upset, let's just not tell anyone" I decided.

"Okay, whatever you think is best"

After we finished packing we all went out to eat, I couldn't help but keep looking at Jill, I hated not telling her but upsetting her would be worse. She looked so happy, Hunter kept taking her phone from her so she had to try to get it back, I wasn't going to ruin her mood, I just hope no one else tells her.

After dinner we all headed back to the hotel, it was only 10 o'clock but we had to get up early to get on the plane so we all just decided to go to bed.

"Goodnight beautiful" Geo said before hugging me and kissing my head.

"Goodnight you dork" I giggled before heading to bed.

The next morning we all stumbled out of bed trying to grab our bags and head to the airport. Once we reached the airport Geo took my hand and led me to the little Starbucks outlet.

"What do you want babe?" Geo asked pulling out his wallet.

I ordered a bagel and a lemonade while Geo ordered his coffee. Once we got our things Geo paid and we headed back to the group.

"Cam! Cam look you can see the sunrise from here!" Jill said running up to me excitedly and pointing out the window.

I laughed at her acting like a child but followed her to the window, this obviously wasn't the first time she'd seen the sunrise but she gets excited every time she does. I started to remember the first time I spent the night at her house.

~Flashback~

"Cam wake up" Jill whispered poking my face.

I groaned and turned over checking my phone, the brightness hurt my eyes for a second before they adjusted.

"Jill it's almost five in the morning what're you doing?"

"The suns coming up, I want you to watch it with me" 

I sighed and sat myself up and watched her try to wake up Alyssa and Mel, they sat up for a little bit but soon they were fast asleep again. Jill didn't seem to mind, she wasn't forcing us to get up. She walked over to her window seat and climbed up sitting right in the middle, pulling her knees to her chest and resting her chin on her knees. She was fascinated with the sunrise and I didn't know why, I guess she saw things I didn't because I only saw a bright ball of light rising into the sky. After the sun had risen above the horizon she climbed down from her window seat and sat on her bed beside me.

"Cam did you see the sunrise?" She smiled happily.

I couldn't help but smile back at her, she was so happy about the sunrise.

"I did, it was really pretty, but why did you make such an effort to get up to watch it?"

"The sunrise is always beautiful, no matter if it's going to rain later today or if I have an awful day, it's constant, it's a reminder not all things go wrong, and my dad sees this sunrise, he gets up early every morning to go to work so he's always up to see the sunrise, so I watch the sunrise too so we can watch it together" Jill said looking at her wall.

I realized she wasn't really looking at the wall, she was spaced out, thinking.

~end of flashback~

"Cam are you coming?" Jill asked snapping me out of my memory.

"Oh uh yeah" I replied picking up my bag.

I followed Jill to the terminal where we met up with everyone and went to board the plane. We're just going to Indianapolis, we're not going to her home town it'll be okay.