This Is It • Meanie

10장

04:15AM

"I-i love him.... I really do... And it hurt me so badly when he rejected me... It hurts... My heart hurts... My brain hurts... Everywhere hurts... I just want his love-......."

Suddenly, all the noises from the crying male stopped. Seokmin could feel the male still breathing, but his body turned hot and feverish. No, no this can't be. He fainted, oh shit.

"Fuck! Soonyoung!! SOONYOUNG! WAKE UP, MAN! SHIT!!!-"

"-and that's what happened..." Seokmin said sadly, looking through the small window on Soonyoung's ward room door with a sigh.

The male folded his arms and looked at Mingyu in the eyes, shaking his head slowly and walked away to the seats opposite the room.

"It was a panic attack, and he fainted after because he was having a hard time breathing. We figured out that he's under a lot of stress, and suggest that we give him some rest. For now, we will have him hospitalised and a therapist will come every afternoon to have a talk with him."

Mingyu sighed, running his fingers through his hair and looked at Wonwoo who was sitting down on one of the visitors' seats. They met eyes soon after, and the taller knew that his boyfriend felt really upset about the situation.

"Fuck, where's Jihoon?" Seungcheol asked, who has just arrived from his part-time job, and jogged to Mingyu who had opened the door slightly to let him see the sleeping patient.

"How is he?"

"Doctor said he's really stressed out, so he has to be hospitalised and a therapist will come and talk to him every afternoon."

The older male sighed, shaking his head as he told Mingyu to close the door so as to block out any noises from outside.

The JiHan couple came next, and Jeonghan cried a little bit when Seokmin told him what happened. The whole of BTS and IKON came next, soon did Chan, Minghao and Junhui. The VerKwan couple and Jihoon were the only ones left

04:37AM

"I actually feel disappointed in Jihoon now," Jinhwan spoke up, looking at the ward room with a heavy sigh.

"Shouldn't the beloved one be first to come?"

Jimin nibbled on his bottom lip, twiddling with his fingers as his palms became sweaty. He definitely was sure that he saw the Dahyun girl outside the hospital who they came across that time, but he didn't know whether he should inform the others.

Jungkook noticed the nervous habit, and sat closer to his boyfriend with a gentle smile.

"Are you okay? Perhaps, do you have something to say?" Jimin nodded slowly, getting a reassuring nod in return.

"Guys... There's something I want to tell you guys of..."

All the attention came to Jimin, who fidgeted in his seat uncomfortably at the eyes looking at him.

"T-the thing is... I'm really sure that I saw Dahyun outside the hospital, she was near the carpark lot-"

"-WHERE IS HE?!" They heard a familiar voice shouting, looking at the direction of the voice and see Jihoon running towards them with VerKwan behind.

"I'm sorry for coming late! I couldn't wake up and we bumped into Dahyun just now so I actually told her off a little bit but she slapped my face and I really wanted to step on her face but they held me off-"

"-she's h-here?" Chan cut off Jihoon, who nodded in return.

Chan let out a shaky breath, holding his hands together and looked towards the ward room to avoid any eyes.

Meanwhile, Jihoon followed Mingyu into the ward room and Seokmin stood up while looking at Chan.

"Hey, you do not need to be scared. We are all here and will protect you, yeah?" Seokmin reassured, kneeling in front of the male and took his hands into his, making eye contact.

The younger nodded slowly, but tears still formed in his eyes causing the other to ask for Minghao to move for him to sit down.

"It's not going to happen again, and you will not be harmed if I'm here-"

"-and then when you graduate? What do I do?" Chan whispered softly and his voice cracked at the end, making the older take him into a big hug.

Seokmin sighed, "I'll ask for someone who I trust to take care of you. You know how much I care for you, but it's unfortunate that I can't stay forever. I'll come at times to visit you, is that fine?"

Chan nodded in his chest, wrapping his arms tightly around the older's waist.

"W-what happened? What did the doctor say?" Jihoon asked softly as he touched his boyfriend's hands gently, scared that he will wake up.

"I have a question first, so answer it honestly."

"What is it?"

"Do you really love Soonyoung for who he is?"

Mingyu watched the shorter, who carressed his boyfriend's sleeping face with a sad face.

"I........I...."

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I'm so sorry for not updating this chapter yesterday! I am sick at the moment so I slept early, but then woke up early because I couldn't breathe 😧

I am pretty much physically and mentally weak so please pardon me. It's hard for me to walk or think, it'll take a few seconds for me to answer someone's question too.

And I also do not take medicines (I don't have any 😂) so this is bad.

Anyways!

Until next time :)

-Mimi