This Is It • Meanie

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Okay I can't write fluff at all. I'M SO SORRY FOR WHAT'S ABOUT TO HAPPEN T.T Though I'm actually updating quite a lot now c:

"Why is that? Is he some dangerous person or something? He doesn't look like one.." Mingyu mumbled the last few words, but Seokmin understood them anyways.

The shorter shrugged and sighed, "At that, I'm getting worried about Chittaphon's relationship with Jaehyun-ah..."

"Why? They are like soulmates!"

"I know that... Chittaphon is just so naive..." Seokmin looked up to the younger sadly and continued with his words when Mingyu gave a questioning look.

"No, it's not a bad thing... It's just that.. He hasn't experience how it feels to miss someone so badly, and Jaehyunie needs to get into a Medical School next year.. You know what that means, don't you?" Mingyu frowned when the realisation hit upon him.

They stopped in front of their Dance Studio door, and Seokmin gave one longing look at the Dance Studio which Chittaphon is in.

"We have to take care of yours and Soonyoung's too, it's getting dangerous."

Anger started growing from the ground.

Wonwoo was happily dancing randomly to sexy songs, making weird dances that made the others laugh. Soonyoung joined him, laughing with him as he followed the dances.

But, as they moved on to another song, they heard a loud shout from outside. All the members froze on the spot, not minding the song playing in the background as the shouts get louder.

"LOOK, I'M JUST WORRIED!"

"WORRIED? YOU'RE TELLING ME THAT YOU'RE FUCKING WORRIED? DO YOU WANT ME TO KILL YOU?!"

Hanbin furrowed his eyebrows and softly whispered to the group, "Isn't that Mingyu and Seokmin?"

But before Wonwoo could even open his mouth,

"DON'T YOU FUCKING SAY THAT HE MIGHT LEAVE ME! DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE!"

The male's heart dropped into his stomach when he heard Mingyu shouted and he received worried looks from the other members. Hesitantly, he went in front of the door and placed his hand on the doorknob slowly as the shouts continued clearly heard.

"I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND YOU'RE GOING TO HIT ME WITH THIS NONSENSE? LEE SEOKMIN, THIS ISN'T FUCKING YOU!"

"I'M JUST SAYING THE POSSIBILITIES, MINGYU-AH. WHY AM I GETTING ATTACKED NOW?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY WORDS?"

"WHAT IS WRONG? YOU'RE FUCKING KILLING ME WITH THE POSSIBILITY OF HAVING MY WORLD TURNING BLACK AND WHITE AGAIN!"

He twisted the doorknob and opened the door quickly with heavy breaths, "M-mingyu?"

Wonwoo looked up at his boyfriend with teary eyes and he side-glanced at Seokmin who had an apologetic expression on his face. Mingyu's face was red as hell, and his hands were on Seokmin's collar tightly.

Mingyu continued with his words calmly and stared angrily into Seokmin's eyes, "This is fucking love, you bastard. And if this isn't love, I would have been ashes by now."

The taller let go of the older and walked into the Dance Studio with heavy steps, pushing his boyfriend out of the way with no care. Grabbing his bag, he made eye contact with everyone before trying to leave the room but was stopped by his own boyfriend.

"Mingyu-ah, please-"

"-hyung, move out of my way. Please, I need some time alone for now."

And that just broke Wonwoo's hopes and dreams into pieces as his boyfriend walked away with slumped shoulders with his head hung low.

He called me hyung.
We're back to Square 1.

With a shaky breath, Wonwoo covered his face with his hands and slowly he bend his back forward to hide the tears. Muffled, he excused himself to the toilet with Jimin and Minghao following his back.

Chittaphon, who had happened to witness the whole thing, took a step back in shock when everything processed in his mind. Seokmin turned around in his direction and his eyes widened when he noticed the male, "C-chittaphon?"

"There's something wrong with you, am I right?" The younger male blurted out worriedly, his boyfriend slipping out of the Dance Studio and looking lost behind his back.

Seokmin opened his mouth to say something, but he instantly closed it back when he saw his roommate sighed heavily.

The other members were already watching the scene, and some were deeply curious as to why the happy pill was acting unusual.

"Hyung. Is there someone threatening you to break relationships apart or something? Or is it your own intention?" The older squeezed his fist tightly, hiding it behind his back as he tried to hold back the screams he wanted to let out from the frustration he was feeling.

"Seokmin-ah.." Jaehyun started, a frown forming on his beautiful face as he took Chittaphon's hand tightly into his.

"Is there something we should all know?"

And the world crashed on him.
For he was getting smaller, darkness grew around him.

He could see all the disappointment on their faces and he felt himself tearing up quickly. Seokmin tried blinking the tears away and even though he wanted to explain, he couldn't.

He could only blurt this one thing before he escaped from the situation with tears threatening to fall out of his eyes,

"Life is so harsh on me, and I ruined everyone's smile. What does that make me? A living hell. I'm sorry."

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IM SO SORRY T.T

Okay urm so can anyone help me?

Basically, a few months ago (I think), someone asked me whether she/he could translate my story into Turkish. So I said yes, I didn't wanted to reject the person.

But now, whenever I try to send a message or post something on his/her wall, WATTPAD says "You can't interact with this person" or something like that.

Did I get blocked or something?

Could someone help me send a message to her regarding this matter? If yes, do PM me... I don't want to expose his/her username since it's disrespectful ^-^

PLEASE HELP T.T

-Mimi