This Is It • Meanie

20장

Sighing, the man released the innocent pen from his deathly grip, closing his eyes painfully as he tried to hold back the threatening tears wanting to come out. He switched on his phone and stared at the beautiful lock-screen with teary eyes, biting down on his bottom lip to swallow the choked sob that was about to come out.

"Hyung? Are you okay?"

Seokmin gulped loudly, nodding his head in response. His roommate, who was a year younger, smiled gently and went to take a seat beside him at the study table. "Don't lie, lying is bad hyung.."

"Chittaphon, you have always lied-" The younger pouted in denial, earning a chuckle from the older who smiled sadly.

"Yeah, hyung isn't feeling okay but I will. It has always been like that, correct?" Chittaphon AKA Ten sighed softly, looking at the phone held in the older's hand and a grin slowly grew on his beautiful face.

"Staring at your boyfriend?"

Seokmin scoffed, placing his phone away and went back to studying with a click of his tongue. Chittaphon pouted adorably, leaning his elbows on the table and placed his chin on his palms, tilting his head to watch the older.

"Hyung, you should get some sleep! It's 1am~" The older hummed in response, not paying any attention to the younger who was being pretty adorable.

Chittaphon huffed his cheeks angrily when he noticed that the older wasn't listening to him and went to rest his head on Seokmin's shoulder, earning a groan.

"What?"

This stubborn- (This font means that it's spoken in English)

"Sleep! I want you to sleep! Look hyung, studying isn't going to distract you from your love problems okay? You see him everyday man, you have to do something about it! He likes you too, so what's the problem?!" The younger blurted out in a foreign language that Seokmin really couldn't understand, but the older knew roughly along the lines what Chittaphon was trying to say.

"HE'S NOT SUPPOSED TO BE MINE! That's the problem!" Seokmin angrily said, his eyebrows furrowed as he looked at the younger whose face turned scared and sad.

Chittaphon stood up shakily, going back to his bed, "I-i'm sorry, I didn't know talking about it would anger you.."

"Ten. I didn't mean it that way-"

"-goodnight, hyung."

Seokmin sighed, covering his face with his hands in frustration as he tried to control his emotions. Great, now he made his cute little brother scared.

He wanted to be with Chan. Everyone knew that, even the male himself. But he couldn't. Why?

Well, I guess you will have to find out yourself.