This Is It • Meanie

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Letting out a big sigh, Mingyu closed his eyes as the cold wind rushed against him. He was lying on the ground of the rooftop, not forgetting to lock the door so that he could have his privacy. He seriously didn't wanted to see anyone.

He was wearing a black leather jacket above his black t-shirt with a pair of skinny jeans so he wasn't feeling chilly.

The male felt confused because he didn't know why he was angered by Seokmin's idiotic words. Mingyu knew the other didn't meant the words that way but he felt this force that he had to be upset about it.

He had been up there for hours and the sky was already getting darker, but he didn't wanted to go back to his dorm. Wonwoo could be there because he has the spare key, anyone could be there.

Mingyu definitely didn't wanted to get confronted by anyone and attract attention with his swollen, puffy eyes and messy hair.

For when he pushed Wonwoo roughly at the Dance Studio, he felt sincerely guilty and the male could feel the emotion eating him up. He pushed his boyfriend, his lover. Mingyu knew the older was fragile at heart and one small action could break him, and he just did.

Mingyu broke Wonwoo without any intentions.

When that realisation hit him with a hard pang at the heart, Mingyu felt tears forming in his eyes again. The floodgates were about to open but he held it in, closing his eyes and let out puffs of breath to soothe himself.

For the past few hours, his phone had been buzzing in his jeans' pocket and it still was. He was curious as to who would even be concerned for him, but he didn't wanted to look at his phone.

He didn't wanted to know that Wonwoo had cried tears for him, when he wasn't even worthy,

Wonwoo-ah....
I don't deserve you.

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Just a short update, I just came back from HONG KONG yesterday and I'm exhausted ;;

So sorry for the lack of updates, I'll try my very best to update frequently in these two months of break before school starts again ^^

-Mimi