This Is It • Meanie

11장

"I........ I...."

"I do.. Of course, I do!" Jihoon looked at the taller, who looked at him in the eyes.

"The reason why I have been so angry and mad at him is because... I'm tired of all the plannings. You know what I am planning, right? This is for him to make him happy-"

"-but look what I have done," The older's eyes teared up to the brim, letting them all out as he walked out of the room.

Mingyu looked longingly at the door, remembering back what Jihoon had told him after he rejected Soonyoung.

"I want to make him happy... I want to propose to him instead."

Jihoon bit on his bottom lip and pulled his hood over his head, going to sit beside Jinhwan who looked at him curiously at the appearance.

"Jihoon-ah?"

The male shook his head, angry tears flowing down his cheeks as he tried to be quiet. He looked down to hide his face, clenching his fists tightly when he felt himself getting pulled into a hug.

"Tell me, I can help-"

"-i hate myself."

Jinhwan got caught off guard by the response, sighing when the younger cried harder on his shoulder.

"I-i hurt him. A-again and again, he didn't wanted t-to tell me. H-he worry about me, but I-i thought only about m-myself. I wanted to p-propose to him, god damn it! I r-really wanted to.... B-but once again, I neglect him. N-now, I think he's going to l-leave me," the male took in a few breaths between his words, harshly whispering to the older as his tears ran down endless.

Meanwhile, Hanbin glanced at Jinhwan, averting his eyes back to the floor as deep thoughts invaded his mind.

Should I really talk to him?

"It's best if you do talk to him," Taehyung, who was standing beside him, spoke up as if he red the male's mind.

"Sorry, what?"

"Don't pretend as if you didn't hear me man, I know you heard me loud and clear. Avoiding isn't going to do anything better, you have to sit down with him and have an one-to-one session in the cafeteria or the park. How's that?"

Hanbin's lips formed a thin line as he looked at his ex-boyfriend, nodding slowly after a few seconds of thinking.

"Just one problem, I do not know how to approach him."

And I know he dislikes me for not approaching him about the matter.

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I'm feeling better yay

-Mimi