This Is It • Meanie

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Jungkook smiled at the familiar back, taking big steps before sliding up his hands from his boyfriend's thick thighs to his hip. Letting the smaller leaned against him, the taller smiled gently.

"Hey."

Jimin didn't exactly answered, but the other heard a sigh come out of his mouth. Pulling the male closer to him, Jungkook wrapped his arms around the male and swayed them side-to-side.

"Bad day?"

"No, I just don't exactly feel comfortable.." Jimin looked up to the dark sky sparkled with beatiful stars. Jungkook hummed in question, placing his head on the shorter's shoulder.

"Jeon Jungkook."

"Yes, Jiminie?"

"Perhaps.. A-are you cheating on m-me?"

Jungkook froze at the obvious question, the other pulling away from his hold and turned to face him with sadness written on his face.

"I... Jimin, it's not like that-"

"-and how am I supposed to word the fact that you have been stabbing my back? Jungkook, it has been six years! I'm tired of trying to pretend that I didn't notice anything!" By then, Jimin was already quietly crying and Jungkook couldn't do anything but stare at him sadly.

"Jimin, I'm so sorry."

"You better be. Because we're taking a break from each other-"

"-WHAT? NO."

Jimin breathed heavily, "This day has been waiting for us and you know it. Besides, I'm no better than the others."

Jungkook shook his head as tears started forming in his eyes, chasing after the male who walked away quickly with big steps. "Jimin! Please!"

"Jimin, don't leave me!"

"Please, I beg you!"

"JIMIN! PLEASE!"

The shorter ignored all the cries and headed his own way, and when finally he was out of sight, he bursted into more tears. He could hear the loud cries his partner gave, and his heart throbbed with pain as he thought of it more.

Biting onto his hand so that sounds wouldn't come out, he ran back to the University with his body aching to lie down on his bed.

Jungkook was really lost.

He knew what he have done, and what a break was but he couldn't help but cry. He cheated, a few times (more than 10) but he still didn't know why he did.

He love Jimin.

The man mumbled under his breath along lines of he won't leave me a thousand times in fear as he walked back to his apartment shared with the rest of BTS. When Hoseok opened the door, he almost had a heart attack when he looked and heard how the youngest was acting crazy.

"-jungkook-"

"-he won't leave me. He won't leave me. He won't-"

"-JUNGKOOK!"

The man snapped out of it, his eyes widened when he finally realised what he had caused. He looked at Hoseok, and he then bursted into tears again.

Hoseok jumped in shock, then it came to him upon the fact that something bad has really happened.

"Jungkook.."

"He left me. He really did, I'm a selfish liar. I fucked other people other than him, but he waited for me patiently and hid everything from me. I'm a bastard, and I don't deserve him." Jungkook shook his head angrily, storming straight into his shared room with Yoongi, who was on the computer.

"Jungkook-"

"-he deserves all the happiness in the world. He's my everything, my light in the darkness. He's so perfect... His smile...." Jungkook choked on the sob coming out of his mouth, crying in front of the clueless Yoongi and helpless Hoseok.

The youngest fell onto the floor on his knees, like how his heart throbbed in pain for causing Jimin to be like that. "Jungkook!" Yoongi bent down to hold Jungkook's shaking shoulders, worry written everywhere on his face. The crying male continued crying badly, having the oldest in the room to calm him down but he just pushed him away.

"Enough of the crying, apologise all you can! Okay?"

Jungkook looked up to the older and shook his head, "You don't understand, hyung."

"I ruined his smile and that's unforgivable."

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Hi! Yes, this is probably the last chapter ever but instead of deleting this account.. I have decided to actually go onto a hiatus because that's more appropriate. 

Urh, this account actually mean a lot to me. 

I have been getting slow updates of the groups I like/in love with, and I guess it will stay that way. I'm lacking lots of sleep and all the injuries I have had, including my heart, are starting to hurt again which sucks. I'll be going to the doctor soon to check on my physical health, but about the mental stress and all those stuff... nah.

Family problems are starting to arise again and I'm slowly giving up after each day. 

I'm getting pretty much lonely in my life right now, and there's no one to share my feelings with. 

I'll be focusing more on studies, even though my dream is to become something related to dancing but that's fine. 

Yes, I know that some of you would just ignore this part or feel angry/sympathy but right now, all I'm asking from all of you is to leave some comments about how you want this story to end like. Please.

Thank you, I'm just slowly losing my mind so I don't really talk like how I do.

Song of the day: Shadow

Artist: B2ST

"Hurry and erase the goodbyes that have smeared black onto the sky."

sorry just really emo haha