Mingyu and Wonwoo have been together for 2 years, and Wonwoo is already in his last year in University. What will happen when a certain group of First-year girls try to get involved with SEVENTEEN/BTS/IKON?
[Book Two of Not Anymore]
Chanwoo announced in the once noisy Dance Studio, quietening them down with a loud sigh. He sat on the polished floor with his knees to his chest, hugging them as Hanbin took a seat beside him with a look of sympathy.
Wonwoo eyed the latter and stood afar, concerned about the situation but he decided not to butt in. All the members could only continue their business with caution, some giving him comforting words.
"Both of us decided that the relationship wasn't working. It seems like we are using each other for our sexual needs only, there isn't any feelings."
"You're upset?" Chanwoo chuckled and shook his head reassuringly with a smirk tugged on his lips.
"Nope, not at all. It's not healthy but we could just be Friends-With-Benefits."
Hanbin gaped at his same age friend and Donghyuk, who was approaching them, chuckled at that. "That kind of makes sense, right Binnie?"
"Yeah, it's not like I take relationships seriously."
"But it's not good to play with relationships-"
Chanwoo grinned cheekily and waved the topic away, lazy to talk more about it. "I'm just gonna introduce a lady to him. I know how he's a Bisexual guy, and he probably prefers ladies now."
"Maybe you can introduce Momo to him?" Seokmin, who stood near them and had heard the conversation, butt in and when he received looks from the three he looked away.
Donghyuk's mouth formed a small 'o', "You mean Hirai Momo? Isn't she from the group that was chasing Soonyoung-"
"-she's apparently against them too, but happened to join them because she's talented. She's really really nice, I swear."
Chanwoo smiled slightly and nodded his head, "Yeah. Maybe we can do that."
A few hours later at the Dorms, Soonyoung was blasting music into his ears with a straight expression. Jihoon was already asleep on the other bed, him moving his boyfriend so that he could rest properly.
He stared at the ceiling lifelessly and his heart throbbed as he listened to the song.
You are my twilight for you, my heart aches And only you can allay the pain I have only one wish ever Be mine, forever Do not leave me ever.
A big fat tear rolled down his cheek and he batted his eyelashes in surprise, wiping the tear away. And yet, more tears threatened to slip out of his eyes.
Sitting up on his bed, he took out the ring he had bought 2 years ago from his bedside table's drawer. The ring that his boyfriend had rejected.
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He scoffed as he inspected it, letting his tears roll down his cheeks in the darkness. Crying quietly, he gulped down the choked sob as he tried not to wake up his boyfriend even though the male is a heavy sleeper.
Clutching it in his hand, he held his fist against his chest and curled up into himself. He started crying harder, not slipping out any sounds as he zipped his mouth shut.
It was hard for him to breathe, difficult for him to think properly at that moment. He was making a lifetime decision once again, and he knew he's going to risk the whole relationship.
It's whether he would lose Lee Jihoon, or they would stay together forever.
Lee Jihoon.
That name means so much to him. The latter is his everything, his happiness, his sanity.
So why was he crying when he's thinking of proposing to Jihoon? Oh.
Fear of rejection, again.
"Hello... Wonwoo? I... I need help."
- So that's the end of This Is It!! It's short, I know. And it focuses mainly on SoonHoon.
That's all for now! Thank you so much for supporting Not Anymore and This Is It!! I'm so sorry that the series is angsty!
Goodbye for now :) I'll be focusing on my third book for the Butterfly Effect series and also First Love/Lips Moving!
