I Love Him But I Can't (Scallison)

Morning Surprises

"Did you sleep well?" Scott asked as he leaned closer to kiss my forehead.

I was laying on my stomach, arms stretched under my pillow and my face turned towards him. The sunlight through the window made Scott seem like his skin had an angelic glow.

"I slept great. You?"

"Nightmare free. You gave me something else to think about." He shifts closer and strokes my back gently. "You're so beautiful. I don't know how I got so lucky."

His fingers gently gliding down my naked back made a shiver run through my body. Scott seemed lost in thought as he continued to stroke my back.

"Penny for your thoughts," I ask as I turn on my side, pulling the sheets close to my chest.

Scott shrugs and says "Just thinking about the last few days. I don't know how I was able to stay away. I can't resist you. You breathe and have my attention. Fighting the urges to kiss you in the hall, to hug you after lacrosse practice, and to fall asleep with you in my arms has been killing me on the inside and I was too dumb to realize it."

I gently grab the back of his neck and pull him closer to me. I kiss him gently, just relishing in the fact that he's mine and he loves me as much as I love him. I pulled away after a minute to stroke his cheek.

"You're not dumb, you just let your fear get the better of you. It doesn't make me love you any less."

Scott hovers over me and kisses me again. "I seriously can't believe how lucky I am. Can you imagine what our lives would be like if we hadn't of kissed in English? I'd probably still be pretending that I don't have a crush on you."

"And I'd probably be trying to hide my feelings from Lydia."

"I'm gonna have to give Ms. Blake flowers for that. I'm so happy she combined our class with the drama class that day."

"Me too."

"What time will your parents be home?"

"I'm not sure. We should probably get dressed just in case they come check on me."

He shakes his head and starts to kiss my neck. He was making his way down to my collarbone when he stopped and jumped to my stomach, peppering kisses all over before kissing the insides of both my thighs. I felt like I was floating and I was gasping for breath. He stopped and grinned at me.

"Let's get dressed." He stands from the bed and I sit up, gripping the sheets to my chest. He gathers his clothes and I was just staring at him with my mouth agape. "What?" He asked it in such an innocent voice.

"You can't do that. You can't get me all worked up and then leave me like that. That's...that's just evil and cruel."

Scott chuckled and pulls on his jeans which had dried and a white t-shirt. "Have I told you how much I love you?"

I shake my head. "No and I don't wanna hear it. You are a cruel and evil boyfriend."

"Aw, don't be like that."

"No, you're evil and cruel."

He leans over me and puts his hands around my wrists, pushing them to the mattress as he climbs on top of me. The sheets had fallen on my chest, still covering me perfectly. He lets go of my wrists so he can take his shirt off, tossing it onto the floor. He dives into a kiss and I return it with so much passion. My hands reach for the button of his jeans but my bedroom door opened.

"Allison, I wanted to know if you'd," but she stopped.

I gripped the sheets to my chest as Aunt Kate now had turned her back to us. I felt the heat rushing to my cheeks and Scott was putting his shirt back on as well as passing me my clothes.

"I just wanted to know if you'd like something for breakfast but I can see that food was the last thing on your mind." She chuckles and waves before leaving. "Have fun you two. Be safe." She closed the door behind her.

"Oh my god. I can't believe that just happened."

Scott laughs and says "I'm just relieved that it was Kate and not your parents. That would've been really bad."

I shudder at the thought. "We should get dressed."

Scott already had his shirt back on. "I'll go make breakfast. Bacon and scrabbled eggs ok?"

"It's perfect."

I kiss his cheek before he walks out the door. That was certainly an interesting way to start the day.
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Sorry for the short update. I'm sick but didn't want to make you guys wait any longer. Sorry if it's not that great. Hopefully I do longer and better chapters when I'm better.
-Lexi