I Love Him But I Can't (Scallison)

Double Dates and Cuddles

"Lets go into town and catch a movie," Stiles said.

I had my head resting on Scott's chest as we laid on my bed at Lydia's cabin. Stiles and Lydia were cuddling on Lydia's bed.

"I'm up for a movie," Lydia said.

Scott takes my hand. "You'll ride on my dirt bike with me."

"No, she's coming with me in my car," Lydia said. "Right Allison?"

"Riding with my best friend and her boyfriend or wrapping my arms around my muscular boyfriend." I kiss him. "You win. Sorry Lyds. Tomorrow I'll go wherever you want with you."

Stiles wraps his arms around her tighter. "Now I get to spend alone time with the girl of my dreams."

Lydia kisses him and makes a gesture to the door. I roll my eyes and take Scott's hand, leading him to the kitchen. Melissa had to go back to work so now Stiles and Scott are staying alone at his cabin and I'm with Lydia alone at her cabin. But we haven't really been sleeping where we're supposed to be. I've been sleeping at Scott's while Stiles has been with Lydia. Its a really great arrangement.

"You know we'll have to leave the cabin if they get loud right," Scott asked. "Because I do not wanna know what it sounds like for them."

I smile and wrap my arms around is neck. "What about what it sounds like for us?"

He smirks. "It's the best sound ever."

Lydia lets out a moan and I grab Scott's hand, leading him back to his cabin. We sit on the couch and he just holds me.

"What do you want for your birthday," I asked. "It's coming up and I wanna have your gift."

"Your love is all I want."

"You already have that. What else do you want?"

"Cuddles."

"Why are you being so difficult?"

He kisses my forehead. "I don't want you to get me anything. You're happiness is all I want."

"Getting you a birthday gift would make me happy."

"Your smile is enough."

"Tell me what I can get you."

"Nope. You're all I need."

I would have argued more, but he kissed me and it was too good to not get lost in it. I'd never get tired of the sensation of his lips on mine. It's the best feeling ever. It put romance novels and movies to shame. When we kiss, I feel butterflies in my stomach and fireworks in my head. I feel light as a feather and my lips feel like they're touching clouds.

"I love you," he says when he pulls away for air.

I kiss him quickly. "I love you too."

Scott smiles down at me. "What do you see in the future?"

"I see me in my office at a law firm where I'm a partner. I'll be giving a voice to people who are too scared to use their own. I'll be helping people." I cup his cheek and smile. "And when I get home, I'm gonna have dinner with my amazing husband and then we'll go to bed, after putting our daughter to bed though."

"That sounds absolutely perfect." He smiles. "When I think about my future, I see myself as a doctor, possibly working with kids. I'll make my way home after a long day of healing the world one person at a time and I'll see my amazing wife and daughter. Maybe even another daughter will be on the way."

I kiss him sweetly and couldn't resist the urge to get his skin on mine. I lifted his shirt off and threw it onto the floor. Something about talking about our future sparked something in me. Scott pulled my own shirt off and we proceeded to make out. I trailed my hands down his chest, feeling him shudder as my nails made their way down, till my hands met at the button of his jeans.