Ugh...Me.

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(a/n: I'M SO SORRY IF THIS CHAPTER SUCKS)

I sat on my couch with my favorite movie and my phone. I was scrolling through my instagram and I saw a pic of Vic with his makeup on. The caption was "Bestie did a great job on my makeup, thanks again, (y/n)." I looked at the pic for a while and it came to me...

*flash backs*

"It's wrong"

"Pweassee??"

"You're drunk"

"I gotta go now, (y/n)"

I remembered kissing and pulling on his clothes and I wouldn't let go of him.

*flash back ends*

*GASPS* what have I done?!? I need to apologize right now! I called Vic, after three rings, he answered.

Vic: Hello?

You: VIC, I JUST REMEMBERED WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT AND I AM SO SO SORRY.

Vic: (y/n), it's ok. You were drunk and you didn't know what you were doing. But I have something to tell you too...

You: yea?

Vic: when you kissed me...I kissed back. Now, I'm sorry. I kinda took advantage.

You: Oh..I thought it was all me...but you had a part in this too...ok then.

Vic: I kissed back, but that's it! I took you to your bed so you could go to sleep and that's it. I swear that's all I did.

You: right...ok.

I hung up, but Vic called back. "I'm not done talking..." he said. "Well I am. I'm gonna think about what I did and you should think about it too." I told him, hanging up again. He called me over and over and over again, but I ignored him. I really never thought he would do that. No, there was no smut, but he still took advantage. I sat there, seriously thinking about my actions. I shouldn't drink anymore, I get pretty sexual when I'm drunk, according to what I remember. I kinda hate myself now. WHAT WAS I THINKING, I'M 18, NOT 21. I put my hands on my face, shaking my head. I snuggled up in a blanket and ate a nutella sandwich. It's 11:00am and I haven't taken a shower. I'm still a mess, all I've done is change my clothes. I'd better get my makeup off or I might breakout. I walked into my bathroom and wiped off the makeup, took off my clothes and got in the shower. I felt so fresh when I walked out, that made me happier. I decided to clean up my apartment. I put some music on and cleaned my bedroom and living room. All I do in the kitchen is get stuff to eat and leave, so all I really needed to do was take out the trash. Now that I cleaned everything, I can just chill. But with nothing to keep me busy, my mind kept going back to last night. I have forgiven myself, but I still feel guilty. I washed the thoughts out of my head and remembered what I saw in my pantry...one box of poptarts...I need to restock on food and drinks. I quickly drove to food lion and walked through the junk food aisle. Oreos, Honey Bunches of oats, nutella, bread, chips, more pop tarts, chewy cookies, and some sodas, is all I bought. I was never the healthy type XD. I was putting all my stuff in the pantry and I heard my phone buzz. Andy!

You: Heyyy!

Andy: Hey! How are you feeling? Last night was a bit rough for you.

You: I'm totally ok, just putting some groceries away.

Andy: are you busy later?

You: nope..why? You wanna do something?

Andy: yea, wanna go to the movies with me?

You: sure!

Andy: and after that...you wanna go bowling?

You: OMG THAT'S GONNA BE SO FUN!!! Is anyone else coming?

Andy: No, they're all busy.

You: that's ok. What time is the movie?

Andy: two hours from now

You: ok

Andy: I'll pick you up later. K? K.

You: Ok. XD see ya, byeee

Andy: byee

YAY, I'M GONNA HAVE A FUN DAY!!! NO MORE WALLOWING IN GUILT.

*two hours later*

I got a text from Andy. "I'm outside." he said. I got my purse and phone and left my apartment. Outside, Andy was leaning on the side of his car. A plain black mustang. He saw me and held out his arms for a hug. I ran into his arms. "HEEYYYY!!! I know I saw you last night, but I missed you so much." I said. "Awww, I missed you too." he said. "Ok, well let's get goin'" he opened the door for me and I hopped in. "We're gonna see The Conjuring 2" he said. "Ok, cool. I actually like scary movies. And comedies. XD" I said. "Same! XD" he said. Once we got to the movies, Andy paid for the tickets and the food. I kinda felt bad. "I'll pay you back whenever I can." I told him. "No,no, it's ok. These are my plans and I will pay for them. You can pay me back by having fun." he said. We sat in the row of seats that was second to last at the top in the middle. The movie was just starting. About half way through the movie, a girl was in her room and there were crosses all over the walls. They all started turning upside down and when they were all upside down...something from the darkness attacked her. It was a jump scare and I squealed, covering my eyes in Andy's jacket.

(Andy's P.O.V.)

(y/n) squealed in fear and hid in my jacket. Awww, she got scared. I put my arm around her and she snuggled into my side. My finger stroked her cheek and she looked up at me, smiling. My face started burning up. After the movie, the bowling alley was right next to it. The bowling shoes are so ugly. XD We walked to our aisle and put our names in the scoreboard. My name was Mr. Black. (y/n) entered (any name you want) as her name. I had the first turn, I brought my arm back and swung the bowling ball down the alley...STRIKE. I'm like...a champion with this so..yeeaaa. XD (y/n) applauded for me and it was her turn. She released the ball and all pins went down except for two. She tried again and got one of them. I wonder what the results of this game will be.

(your P.O.V.)

We have one more turn before the game is over. I just need five more points to beat Andy at this. He brought his ball back and let it go flying down the alley. It hit the pins so hard that some pins went flying out of their spots, onto the other surrounding alleys. Dang. Welp...here I go. I swung my ball down the alley and it went at medium speed. Imma lose. 8 pins were knocked down. The final score was:

Mr. Black: 107

(the bowling name you chose): 98

I was prepared for that XD. oh well. XD "that was fun! Good game (y/n)." Andy said. "Yea, good game XD I didn't know you were so good at bowling." I said. " I actually haven't bowled in years, the skill just never left me." He said. He drove me home and said he'd see me at school tomorrow. I said goodbye and I thanked him for the fun. It's a little after six and I was kinda tired. I went into my apartment and got on my phone. I was scrolling through Facebook and saw a pic of Andy and I at the movies and bowling alley, "Had a super fun day with the greatest person in the world, (y/n)." It captioned. I liked and commented, "I had fun too, You're the best. <3" And I started thinking about school tomorrow and groaned. I set my alarm for 6:00am and chilled the rest of the time with my cozy blanket. 

(A/n: again, very sorry, bear with me here, it'll get better, promises <3)


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