Decisions, Decisions (Andy, Vic, Kellin X Reader)✔️

I'll Do It

It's been 2 weeks since I lost Vic and I haven't done anything productive with my life. I've only been mourning Vic's death continuously, he wouldn't want me to be like this, but I can't help it. He was my life and he's not here anymore, I don't want to cry anymore, but I always find myself back at it all the time. My eyes hurt and there are dark circles under them, I look like a depressed raccoon. I still get those feelings of warmth and calmness and I know it's Vic, I always felt that way when he's around. I miss him. I heard my phone buzzing, but I didn't move from my bed. It continued buzzing and buzzing and buzzing. Whoever was calling me won't stop until I pick up the phone. I slowly pulled myself out of my bed and crawled to my phone in my living room. I picked up.

*on the phone*

You: yea?

Andy: hey, are you doing ok? I've called you everyday for the past week and you didn't pick up.

You: Andy...I'm not ok. It still hurts. I miss him so much.

Andy: (y/n)...I'm sorry. Could I help you in any way?

You: ...

Andy: Hello?

You: ...

Andy: (y/n), I'm staying on the phone until I get an answer.

I thought about what Vic said. He said Andy could fix me and that Andy wanted to help. I trust Vic more than anyone. If he wants me to be with Andy...I'll...I'll do it.

You: Andy...

Andy: yes?

You: *crying* I want your help. I need you more than anyone right now. You're the only person I've got left.

Andy: I'm here for you no matter what. Would you like for me to come over?

You: ...I'd love that. Thank you.

Andy: I'll be right over.

He hung up and I waited for him, I laid on the floor as I waited. I soon heard a knock at the door and I opened. "Hey", Andy said quietly. "Hi." I said. I looked down and he hugged me. His warm embrace made me feel better. "(y/n), you're so cold. Are you sick?" Andy asked. "No, my body is healthy." I answered. Andy picked me up and took me to my bed, he then went to the empty side of my bed and got in with me. He pulled me into a hug, his arms around my waist, his head resting on my chest, and he smiled up to me. I felt my lip twitch into a smile...I haven't smiled in a while. I hugged him, one hand on his back, my other hand on his shoulder. Then, I realized that for once...I'm not drifting asleep in tears.

*dream starts*

This flower is so pretty, it's so peaceful here, in this little meadow. I laid back and took a deep breath, I'm so relaxed. "(y/n)" someone called. I jolted up to see who it was...Vic. "(y/n), I'm so happy you followed my advice. Just let Andy help you and you'll be fine." Vic said. He stood in front of me with a smile on his face. "I miss you so much, Vic." I said. "I miss you too...so much." he said. "Andy really has cheered me up a bit." I admitted. "See? I told you. I'm proud. Move on from me whenever you're ready, darling. There's no rush. I just want you to be happy and Andy is the way." he said. "Thank you, Vic..for everything." I said. "Thank you, (y/n). You make me the happiest soul ever." he said. I held his face in my hands and I pulled him closer to me, kissing him gently. He kissed back like he always did, with sweetness and love. "I'll see you later, darling." he said. "Ok, I'll see you later, Vic...see ya." I said. He waved goodbye and there was a flash of white.

*dream ends*

My eyes opened and Andy was still in my bed, fast asleep. "I love you, Vic." I whispered to my ceiling. Andy wrapped his arms around me a bit tighter and resumed his sleep. I did the same, softly petting his head, trying not to wake him.

Sunlight spread all over my room the next morning. I had a delighted feeling today, it must be because of Andy XD. "Andy...Andy" I whispered. He groaned and his eyes fluttered open. His beautiful, blue eyes. I smiled and rubbed my nose on his, he laughed and sat up. "Good Morning, (y/n)." he said. "Good Morning, Andrew." I smiled. "I don't have anything to do today...what do you wanna do?" he asked. "I..don't know. XD" I said. "It's summer break...how bout the beach?" he asked. "I didn't even think about the beach, that'd be awesome!" I cheered. "Let's book a hotel and have fun. How does Myrtle Beach sound?" he asked. "I love Myrtle Beach. Let's do it!" I said happily. "I'll get a hotel with an ocean view, pool, hot tub, we can go walking on the boardwalk and it'll be so much fun. We can stay for a week." he suggested. "Andy...this is gonna be amazing! Can you really pay for all that?" I questioned. "You've seen my house, (y/n). If I can afford that, I can afford staying at a hotel for a week." he assured me. "You're amazing! We'll have an awesome time!" I squeaked. "Well, you better start packing, we leave today and arrive in late noon." he told me. I squealed happily and hugged him, we both fell on our backs onto my bed, and laughed. "Ok...help me pack?" I asked. "Sure." he agreed. I packed my clothes, Andy packed my items of personal hygiene, I packed my shoes and makeup, and Andy packed Raina's things so we could drop her off at my parent's house. Once I was all situated, we went to Andy's house to pack his stuff and some food cuz we're gonna be on the road for 10 hours. "Ok, hotel's booked, stuff is packed, we got a car, let's go!" Andy announced. "Yaaayyy!!!" I cheered and we drove off to Myrtle Beach.