Just Leave

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*two more weeks later*

I've noticed a couple things. Andy's been acting strange and he only acts that way when Gerard is around. Whenever Gerard comes over to our house, Andy would latch onto me, not letting me go hug Gerard or even touch him. Gerard would have to hug me. Andy would watch my every move, how I talked to Gerard, and how Gerard behaved around me.

It's nighttime now and I was FaceTiming Gerard cuz I was bored and Andy was taking a shower. "I should go, Gerard. I'm tired. I'll talk to you later." I told him. "Ok, I love youuu." He told me. "Love you too, byyeee" I said goodbye. I heard my bedroom door slam and I jumped out of fear. "So you love him?" Andy questioned me with an angry expression. "Why are you so mad?" I asked. "Because of the way you two are! I'm your boyfriend! You know that, right???" He shouted. I'm a bit scared, I've never seen the angry side of Andy before. I got out of my bed and kept my distance from him. "You're MY girlfriend! Not his! So why are you so lovey dovey with him?!" Andy kept shouting, moving closer to me. "Andy, please calm down.  I don't love Gerard that way." I said calmly, moving closer to my door. "BULLSHIT!!! IF YOU DON'T LOVE HIM, THEN WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HUG HIM AND TELL HIM YOU LOVE HIM AND YOU ALWAYS JUST ADORE HIS COMPANY?!?! YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE THAT WAY WITH ME!!! YOU'D EVEN DITCH ME FOR HIM!" Andy shouted even louder. I don't like angry Andy. I don't like him at all. "Andy, please. You've gotta understand-" Andy cut me off. "UNDERSTAND WHAT??? YOU LOVE HIM?!?! OH, I UNDERSTAND. I HEARD YOU SAY IT. AWW, AND IT WAS OVER THE PHONE. WHY DON'T YOU GO SAY IT TO HIS FACE TO MAKE IT EVEN MORE ROMANTIC?!?! GO....just...go." Andy's voice got quieter. "You..you want me to leave?" I asked. Andy crossed his arms and turned away, his back is towards me. "Leave...I don't want to see you right now...I don't want to hear you talk...I don't even want to hear your breathing." He told me. His words felt like a bullet to my heart. I felt tears coming to my eyes. I slowly walked out of my room and walked out of the house. I took one last look at my bedroom window and I saw the curtains yank shut. I sniffled and walked along the driveway. I had to call Gerard to come pick me up and take me to his house. I didn't have anywhere else to go.

I sobbed into Gerard's shoulder on his couch. "Gerard...*sniffles* I-I love him so much and he doesn't know it. He-he thinks I love you more. But I love him and only him." Gerard got a tissue and wiped my tears. "It'll be ok, (y/n). I don't think he'll just let a girl like you go for long. He'll be back." Gerard assured me. "He doesn't want to hear my voice, see me, or hear my breathing...you sure he's gonna come looking for me?" I asked. "Hell yea! You're an amazing girl. Very unique, beautiful, and loving. Who wouldn't want that? Andy was just all up in his feelings and he let you go...he's gonna beg you to come back in no time." Gerard reassured me. He then hugged me and rubbed my back. I stopped crying and sighed. "I'm tired..where can I sleep?" I asked. "You're welcome to sleep in my bed with me if you want." Gerard said. "Carry me? Please? I'm exhausted both physically and emotionally." I pleaded. Gerard carried me to his room and set me down on his bed, gently. It didn't take long for me to fall asleep.

I woke up very groggily...I don't want to do anything. I checked my phone to see if Andy texted or called and...nothing. I called him and waited for him to answer, but the ringing kept going and going...and going, then the voicemail came on. He doesn't want to hear me speak or breath, so I hung up. I have cried too many tears and now I'm all dried up. All I can do is sit and break apart slowly. Oh, how he has broken me. I noticed Gerard wasn't in bed, so I got up to find him. "Gerard?" I called out to him. "I'm in the kitchen!" He told me. As I walked towards the kitchen, a sweet smell filled my nose...pancakes? And a hint of bacon??? Hmm...I poked my head into the kitchen. "Good morning, star shine! The sun says hello!" Gerard greeted me. I laughed at how he said good morning, he's so funny XD. "Good morning...this smells really yummy, Gee." I told him. "Thank you! I made my plate first, so yours would be fresher, it's almost done. Please, take a seat." He insisted. I sat in the seat without a plate and waited for my food. "So, did you hear anything from Andy? Text? Call? Anything?" Gerard asked. "Nope, nothing. I called him too and he didn't pick up." I answered. "Damn...well, don't worry. He'll be back." Gerard assured me. "I sure hope so." I said. He set my plate in front of me and I started eating.

I finished eating and Gerard and I sat down on his couch to watch some movies in our pajamas all day. He brought me his comfiest blanket, so I could cuddle up in it. "I also brought some chocolate just in case you want some later." Gerard handed me a chocolate bar. I thanked him and he put on the first movie.

While we were into the fourth movie of the day, my thoughts were killing me inside out. Why hasn't Any called or texted yet? Is he thinking about me? Does he miss me? Is he gonna break up with me?

(Andy's P. O. V.)

Oh, look at that, one missed call from (y/n). Whatever....
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...
...oh who am I kidding? I...I kinda miss her. If she were here, she'd be cuddling with me, talking to me about what other excitements we could do today, tomorrow, until the end of time. I'd say something funny, she'd laugh. We'd take Raina outside together and play with Raina. (Y/n) would brag about how well she's trained Raina...I'm here at my house, alone. Raina is usually more lively. She probably noticed that (y/n) is gone. "Raina! Come here, girl!" I called to Raina. Raina looked at me for a few seconds, then went back to sleep in her bed.

(Your P. O. V.)

"Um..Gerard?" I called for his attention. "Yes?" He answered. "Andy doesn't want to hear me...could you please call him and say somethings for me?" I asked. "I feel like if we leave him alone, he'll miss you more and more everyday." He explained. I nodded in agreement and continued watching the movie. While Andy and I are separated, time will be the slowest it had ever been.

*two days later*

It's been three days since Andy sent me away. It hurts...it hurts a lot. I thought he'd know how much I love and care about him, but he doesn't. I'm slowly dying without him...I hope he knows that. "(Y/n)! How bout, while Andy comes to his senses, we go have some fun?" Gerard asked. "What are we gonna do?" I asked. "We can...go to a water park. How bout Kings Dominion?" Gerard suggested. "Yea! ...wait. I'll need a swim suit." I remembered. I left Andy's house with the clothes I had on my back and my phone. I've been wearing Gerard's clothes since I'm staying with him for a bit. I certainly can't wear a swim suit of his. "We can go get one! Cmon! Nothing will stop our fun! Let's go!" Gerard pulled me off of his couch and off we went to find a swim suit and drive to Kings Dominion.

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