He is Mine (under revision)

Chapter Forty Five

“Hey sweetie is you listening to me?”  Ate Lisa tapped my left shoulder. Nagulat ako kya napa-angat ako ng tingin sa kanya. She was looking at me habang naka kunot noo nito. Aww! I can’t blame her, coz I was in a deep thoughts again, my memory was travelling in anywhere again, which is nasa loob lang ng unit ko katawan ko. It’s Saturday night, and I was supposed be enjoying the night with Ate Lis but instead of enjoying, I was just looks like a zombie sitting in the couch thinking of nothing. Urgh!

“Silly Yana!” Ate Lis again. Iiling-iling pa ito. She took a deep breath and she sit beside me.

“Alam mo Ineng, nanghihinayang man ako sa inyo ni Papa Gab kasi hindi kayo ang nag karoon ng happy ending, despite of what happened I am so happy kasi mukhang mag kaka happy ending kayo ng long lost husband mo.” Kilig na sabi nito.

Happy ending? I smiled at Ate Lis bittirly! Bakit ba kay dali sa kanila sabihin mga katagang yon? Happy ending, perfect for each other and etc.  It was so easy for them to conclude that Anthon is my destiny, which is we are meant to be. Ganoon lang ba iyon kadali sa kanila? Na walang kahirap-hirap?  They did not even think about me, they never consider my situation here. It is so hard for me to follow their advices because they are not in my shoes, they never feels what I felt. Damn this life of mine! Sarap mag bigti sa puno ng kamatis. Sheet!

“Why don’t you listen to us Yana? Gab is right; same as Gab that’s my advice to you too. Try to talk to Anthon Yana. This is all between the two of you. Oo malaki kasalanan ni Anthon dito, sabihin na natin na siya na ang pinaka jerk or idiot na tao na nakilala natin sa balat ng lupa dear. Pero bakit hindi mo gawan ng paraan na kausapin ang isang tulad niya? Hindi na uso ang ma pride ngayon dear, hanggang maari lunokin mo na iyon just for the sake of your own happiness. Talk to him in a nice way dear. Sa tingin ko naman maayos nyo ito. Based on your story that his asking for a second chance. Then why don’t you give him a chance with understanding. Don’t think negative. Mayaman naman kasi asawa mo kaya hindi maiiwasan na may mga priority minsan.”  

 

I looked down at the floor. Ayaw kung makipag titigan kay Ate Lisa, parang sinusukat kasi niya kaloob-looban ng puso ko.

“Ate hindi po iyon ganoon ka dali. Ako po ang affected dito. Tapus ako pa ang luluhod sa kanya para maayos lang to? Kung hindi ba naman siya tanga. Sana hinintay niya na magising ako bago siya lumayas. Eh di sana nakapag usap kami at sana tapus na problemang to. Hindi iyong iwanan ka lang bigla-bigla. He just left seem's like nothing happened, ng dahil lang sa  emergency? Sheet! Mas importante ba iyon kaysa sa akin? Saka Ate ilang lingo na ang lumipas ni text or call wala? Anong klaseng tao siya? I hate him so much!” I said sarcastically.

“So your sentiment in here is because he just left you and he did not even contact you after a what happened? Don’t be so judgmental dear. You did not even hear his side. What if his talking about their family business in here? About the billion of investment of his parents? What if his waiting for the perfect timing to talk to you? I’m not comparing you to the money or anything Iyana; my point in here is his thinking about the future maybe and he is considering some other points kaya nag palamig muna. And maybe he concludes that you can understand him. As his better half! Not his bitter half dear!”

“So are you implying Ate that this is my entire fault? That I have fault in these?” I replied.