He is Mine (under revision)

Chapter Fifty Seven

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-Anthon-

Hmm… Can’t imagine that everything went like this, went smooth and heartwarming, the fears, tension and tired I mean all the bad vibes I felt for the past months as I prepared this big day went disappeared. Everything went memorable, successful and almost perfect.

Perfect like my bride. As I laid my eyes on her as she walks down the aisle as she stands in front of me with her Nanay I almost broke-off. Woo! Kung pwede lang umiyak! I couldn’t imagine that she’s here. Hindi niya ako binigo, sinipot niya ako, akala ko hindi niya ako sisiputin, akala ko hindi ko maisusuot sa daliri niya iyong wedding ring,  at akala ko hindi ko na makikita na maisusuot  niya that very elegant wedding dress. Ang dami kung akala. But, Thanks to God dahil lahat ng mga alalahanin ko ay napalis. I am happy now. Very!

I can't forget the moment as I saw her in front of me in the church. She makes me my system shake's, I am so speechless, I can't believe it that she's real. And damn my wife is  so  lovely and pretty in her gown. Ghad! I was so mesmerized; she look so mind blowing how lucky I am to have her. She's my lucky charm, she change me a lot  and she’s the only one for me! No other then, only her.  I am so thankful coz she’s with me. Imagine that, I almost  forget that were in the church that we are in  the process of our wedding ceremony, halos wala sa pare ang utak ko, I can’t get  over staring at her; I even didn’t blink baka kasi pag kurap ko mawala siya sa paningin ko. As I hold her hand kanina I want to poke myself for being an asshole. Imagine that I am shaking, my hand are shaking, sweating and cold as an ice in nervous. Fucking shit I am for being an asshole I turn her – off maybe because of my cold and wet hands, but I don't care babawi ako,  ipaparamdam ko sa kanya na hindi ako ka turn-off naging ganoon lang ako dahil sa kaba ko at sa takot, muntik ko lang kaya maisipang mag walk-out just because of tension. Shit I am! How paranoid I am for thinking that. But nobody can blame me, if they only knew what difficulties I’ll been through for the past months. Its make me near into craziness. F*ck! What a feeling of being….In Lo…..Never mind!!

 I drew a deep breath.

And now how fast the time is… The mass finished smoothly, no hassled except for my palpitating heart due to nervous.  Daig ko pa na lugi ng billions or more sa sobrang kaba.  We are here now at the reception area. And still overwhelm pa din ako sa mga nangyayari lalo na sa official first kiss namin as husband and wife. Grabe I can't believe it kami lang yata ang ikinasal na sobrang haba ng kiss. nah! I want more. Pss! Back to reception.  The reception is full blust, mas dumami ang mga panauhin namin. I choose Manila Shangri-la Hall for reception, very common reception place but this was reminded me of our first meeting… Yes! I first meet her in here or shall we say my eyes first caught her in this place, it was my Mom's  birthday party way back a long time ago. She was with Marky and Tita Ana that time…. I remember she's wearing a simple pink dress that time, a very ordinary girl. Na muntik ko lang baliwalaan. Ordinary girl but damn she rocks my world. And, That ordinary girl was my wife pala… What a life???…. And now what?  She’s more than that ordinary… She rocks my silent world….She rocks me big time!!! 

I silently smiles and turn my head just to see her sitting beside me, we are in the  table assigned to the newly weds. Wooaa! I couldn’t get away my eyes on her, and I couldn’t get my one arm also on her waist. Yes! From the church to here in reception halos hindi ko na siya binitiwan pa, sabihin nalang nating natatakot akong lumayo sa kanya. Phobia!! Silly me! Basta I don’t want to give her a chance na makalayo pa sa akin. Even we are keep silent , I mean since that kisses we shares  in the church ay hindi na muli akong nakapag salita pa as we reached this reception hall. I am scared baka mag kamali ako. Funny! But ngayon lang ako ilang sa mga sasabihin ko. Ang gay ko! Pss! Basta masaya na ako sa ganito. This was all enough for me, I am happy and contented on this way, touching her, holding her and sometimes if have a chance I pulled her closer to me. Di bali ng hindi ako makakain dahil abala isang kamay ko, the important is I am too busy enjoying the sensation na mag kalapit kami. Damn!  I am so pathetic and idiot of thinking that but I just want to grabbed this opportunity kumbaga unlimited pa. Who cares bastat happy ako. Kasi I know as this party ends hindi ko pa alam kung anu ang magaganap. Sheet! At ng dahil sa isiping iyon ay kinakabahan na naman ako. What’s gonna happen to us if we’re been alone…?  F*ck!!! I don’t know what to do????