He is Mine (under revision)

Chapter Sixty niNe

“Hey sweetie, how are you?” Rica greeted me.

I drew a heavy breath. From the papers I read, Ini-angat ko ulo ko at tinitigan ang bago'ng dating na bisita. She's smiling at me sweetly but still there is no effect for me. I admitted Rica is a total package ramp model, educated and rich kid, every man’s dream, but I don’t know why my heart did not pound for her. She is the first girl who offered herself to me. We are both fifteen years old that time and I know already what she’s offering to me, lalaki ako at bata pa but I refuses her. Since then mas lalo siyang naging aggressive sa akin. Sa US na kasi siya nag-aral kaya every time na nasa bansa sila ng family niya wala siyang sinsayang na araw she’s making way to visit me in my condo, one time I was drunk ng maabutan ko siya sa lobby ng condo ko, nag pumilit siya na ihatid ako sa unit ko and the rest is history she get what she wants from me, may nangyari between us but I am not the first already. And I don’t care she’s nothing to me so why should I regretted? I thought iyon na ang una at huli na makakasama ko siya sa kama but I am so wrong dahil nasundan pa iyon ng ilang beses. We bedded so many times, halos everyday kapag narito siya sa bansa, even I was in Cali she’s followed me there, I am thankful na naging busy ako sa pag-aaral ko at nawalan na siya ng pasensya sa pag su-sunonod sa akin. Sobrang irita na kasi ako sa kanya daig pa niya ang isang gf kung umasta. Pss! And now her she is again anu nanaman kaya kailangan sa akin?

“Miss you Sweetie! I visited Ninang Sol, after I visited her dumiritso na ako dito, I miss you so much!” At nag madali iton’ng nag lakad palapit sa akin. Kaya nag mamadali din ako’ng tumayo from my chair. I know what she wanted to do, she will hug me at ayaw ko.

“Babe, may sariling bahay ka na pala? Ninang told me. Hmm… Where is that? Dadalaw ako doon. Ninang did not told me the exact address eh, I will ask nalang daw sa iyo.”  Maarteng wika niya. She stood a meter away from me. Maybe nag-aalangan siya kung lalapit ba sa akin o hindi. Naka tayo kasi ako ngayon sa kabilang side ng table ko, iniharang ko iyong malaking swivel chair ko sa dapat sana ay dadadaanan niya.

I put my hands inside my pocket. Dadalaw siya sa bahay naming ng asawa ko? Big no! Hindi siya welcome doon. “Hmm. Sorry Rics but I can’t tell you my new address. My wife and I wanted some privacy kasi, alam mo na, bumabawi sa mga nasayang na panahon.”  And I smiles, hope she can get what I mean.

“What? Privacy? Oh common dear it’s me, kailangan ba pati sa akin mag damot ka ng address mo? I am your ex-fiancée right?”  She smiled at me bitterly.

I took an impatient sigh. What kailangan ko din bang mag explain sa kanya? If she’s brain she can get or understand what I mean. Darn! I don’t want to be a bastos but argh! Panu ba?

“I am really sorry Rics, it’s our decision na hindi muna kami tatanggap ng bisi—t…”

“Oh common Anthon, part ako ng buhay mo bakit mo ako pinag dadamutan ha? Dahil bas a takot ka sa asawa mo? Takot ka na magalit siya? She’s so pathetic!” Galit na saad niya.

Oh damn you too Rica! I gritted my teeth. My wife is not pathetic like you  “Rics I just want to clear lang ha. Kahit kelan hindi ka naging part ng buhay ko. As far as I remember mag kaibigan lang parents natin that’s why naging malapit tayo but wala tayo’ng naging agreement sa isat-isa so don’t act as if meron tayong nakaraan.”  I said in a calm tone even I am annoyed already. Damn napatingin ako sa wall clock, and hell malapit ng mag 5 at mukhang ayaw umalis nitong babae’ng to. Sheet now I realized ang gago ko why I bedded her before. Sheet!

“Oh hell Anthon, How can you say that to me ha! Damn you! What? wala tayo’ng nakaraan? So what can you say about we shared bed in your condo and in Cali ha? Lahat lang pala ng yon wala lang sa iyo? Damn you. I offered myself to you. And now iyan lang sasabihin mo? At baka nakakalimutan mo ako ang nakatakda na fiancée mo, what will you do? You ignore me, niloko mo ako!”  She shouted angrily.