"Cameron I can't keep going on like this with you" I tell Cameron, as we are having a deep conversation about us.
"What do you mean by that though?" He asked. We are sitting in the school parking lot in his car. "I mean, I have fallen to far for you that it drives me nuts to think that we are just talking, and the fact that I know you are talking to another girl is even worse" I explain.
"Is this something that you have been just recently feeling?" He asked.
"Not really cam, we have been best friends for a long time and as we got older I kinda liked you and then when we both started getting flirty I liked you more and more" I told him.
"So your basically telling me that you really like me and you want me to stop talking to her" he said.
"No, I'm basically telling you that I can't talk to you like this any longer, you have to choose if you want her who you have been talking to for a few weeks, or me the one who you have known forever and started talking to a few months ago" I explained.
"I don't know, I don't know what to do" Cameron complained.
"I was already irritated by the fact that I thought you were into me and then you start talking to this other girl." I told him.
"Your not helping y/n" he said putting his head on his steering wheel.
"Is it really that hard? Cameron who do you crave to talk to more? Who is more pleasing?" I ask getting more irritated.
"I-I" he said taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry" he said looking over at me apologetically.
I looked down and tried not to let a tear slip. I opened the door and went to get out. I felt him grab my arm. "That doesn't mean I've decided" he said.
"Cameron I don't see how hard it is" I snapped. "Stop being rude, damn maybe I should pick her" he told me coldly.
I got all the way out of his car and shut the door getting into mine.
He started his car and drove off. I sat there in the parking lot and tears rushes out of my eyes and down my face. I started my car and went to go home.
When I got home no one was home. I decided to grab my softball bag and a big bucket of balls and go to the softball fields.
When I got there I did some pitches and then I threw from out field to home plate. I kept going and going for the longest time. Good thing it is off season cause my arm is going to hurt bad.
It was about 4:30-5 and I car pulled up next to mine as I was putting my stuff in my trunk. It was Cameron I hurried and got it all in there and shut it. He got out and walked towards me.
"Y/n," he said as he got closer and smashed his lips to mine.
He put his hands on my cheeks and pushes himself against me backing me into my car.
He broke the kiss after a few seconds and looked into my eyes, then closing his again kissing my nose and my lips again. "It's you, it always has been" he says as he breaks the kiss again.
I just kinda stay still as he stands in front of my so close in still pinned to my car. I take a deep breath before asking "so you aren't talking to her anymore?"
"Nope"
"And you are serious about us?" I asked more.
"Yes" he says as I stand still for a minuet looking off at the softball field, then looking at my hands as I fiddle with them.
"Okay" I almost whisper. Then looking him right in the eye. I pull him in for a hug and he puts his head in the crook of my neck. "Cam, I know we just kissed and all but if we are going to date and stuff let's take it slow" I explain.
"Okay, what do you say date to ice cream and the beach on Friday night" he suggested.
"Sounds like a plan" I say with a smile.
"I think you should go home now" he said grabbing on of my hands.
I nodded my head and he let me up off the car. I opened my door and I turned around again giving him a hug.
I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in. "I'll talk to you later beautiful" he said as I got in my car.
