I was just getting out of practice and I decided to stop by my boyfriend, Josh's house.
We haven't talked too much in the past week, and I'm not sure why. When I pulled into his drive way there was another car next to his. I went up to the door and knocked on it.
He soon came to the door shirtless. "Oh hey, what are you doing here?" He asked. "I just wanted to see how you were doing, we haven't really talked." I said.
"Oh yeah I'm good" he rushed. "Oh. Good. Um it's just weird to me that it's been a year now and you've been acting weird this past week. You've never acted so distant." I told him.
He huffed and rubbed his hand over his face. He stepped out side and shut the door behind him. When he turned I seen a bunch of scratches on his back.
"Babe, what happened to your back?" I asked. "We need to break up" he said.
My heard started rapidly beating. "What?" I questioned not believing what I just heard. "I said we need to break up. I don't love you anymore" he told me with a straight face.
"Josh, I'm so confused you seemed so happy a week ago." I softly spoke my eyes welling up.
"I found someone else. Y/n we aren't meant to be. I've been feeling this was for the past month." He said like it meant nothing.
"Oh" I looked down. "So those scratches on your back, are from another girl?" I asked him.
"Yep" he said like it didn't phase him. I nodded my head and turned around walking back to my car. I got in it and left. I went home and went straight up to my room. I couldn't quite grasp the fact that he cheated on me or that we were over.
I got in the shower and I just kept thinking about it. When I was done dinner was about ready. I hadn't talked to anyone. I just went down and made my plate and started eating.
"So, have you talked to josh I haven't heard anything about him?" My mom asked. I was about to take a bike of my food but I stopped. I nodded my head and seat my fork down. I took a drink of water.
"So how is he doing?" She asked. "He's doing good mom" I said. I took a bite of food and then I realized I now have no appetite. I continued to drink my water.
"You should invite him over for d-" my older sister started to say before I cut her off. "He cheated on me"
"What?" My dad asked. "Yep. He said he hasn't loved me for the past month. He found someone else." I told them.
"Y/n I'm so sorry Hun" my mom said to me. "Me too mom" I said as I threw out the rest of my dinner and went upstairs.
I walked into my room and shut the door. I bursted into tears. I laid on my bed and just tried to think about why he didn't break up with me sooner.
I could hear my phone ringing on my desk across the room but I didn't answer. I just fell asleep.
I woke up to someone laying in bed next to me. My pillow was all wet still from crying. "Y/n" i heard a voice say.
"Leave me alone cam." I said as I put the blanket over my head.
He wrapped his arms around me and pulled me close. "I'm sorry he was such an ass" Cameron said as he held me tight.
"Why would he do this to me? Why wouldn't he just tell me that he didn't love me anymore. No he fucking cheated on me" I cried even harder. I turned around a buried my head in Cameron's chest.
Cameron has been my best friend for a long time, my whole family loves him and is friends with his family. He always has my back and I always have his. I felt bad for bawling on him but he's never pushed me away.
He rubbed my back soothingly and started whispering in my ear. "I know this is the least of your worries, but we don't have school tomorrow and my mom doesn't care and your mom said I can stay the night. Okay?"
I chocked out an okay. "I know you don't want to hear this, but if he did this to you then he might not have a problem doing it to another girl. You don't want to be apart of that." He softly said. I calmed down after a bit and I was really tired. I was so comfortable in my best friends arms.
I also didn't even have the energy to move. My eyes started to get really heavy and I fell asleep.
I woke up to my bed shifting. I see Cameron getting up and going to the bathroom. I changed into some spandex and a big shirt with a sports bra.
I laid back down and closed my eyes. I heard Cameron come back in but I never felt him get back in my bed. I opened an eye and seen him with a blanket and pillow on the futon in my room. "What are you doing?" I asked
"Laying down, I thought you were sleeping" he said. "Come back over here" I told him.
"I thought you would've wanted me over here tonight" he explained standing up.
"No I want you over here" I said as he laid next to me.
I moved to turn my lamp off and I laid back down. It was quiet for a long time, but I knew Cameron wasn't sleeping. "Why did he do this?" I asked
"I don't know y/n. All I do know is that he must not be the one if he thinks this is okay" Cameron said.
"I just really thought he loved me." I softly said in a breath.
"He probably did, but then he stopped." He explains.
"I just wish he would've told me, but he has led me on the past month and cheated on me" I said, still in disbelief.
Cameron pulled me into him. "I know" he said.
I'm glad I have a best friend like Cam.
