Can I even take this anymore? she thinks.
'WHY ME?!' she cries as the rain drops start to fall.
She heads to the bridge, it was basically her best friend now. The only place she lets all of her feelings out.
She cries, uncontrollably. Dani was too young.
Too young to die.
But she did.
'It's all my fault.' she mutters.
It seems like things just get worse, never better. No matter what she does.
She feels the only thing to do,
is end it.
End her own life.
No teenage girl should feel that way, but yet so many do.
No teenage girl should feel that the only way out of the torment and torture is to end her own life. To die. To end all the possible chances of getting better, because they are just that tired.
Tired of the torment.
Tired of the constant stream of hateful rumors.
Tired of her parents constantly bugging her about it.
Tired of everyone around her.
And mainly, just tired of life.
Nobody. Nobody, no matter who they are or what kind of person they are, nobody should feel that way.
But in reality, so many do, and there's no escape.
They think there is no escape to it, and they think the only way out is to die.
They have so much to live for, but they don't think so.
'All the girls get their special guy, the one they love, high school love, good morning texts, goodnight kisses, that one boy who loves them unconditionally, who would do anything for them, where's mine?' she thinks.
"Snow White said when I was young, one day my prince will come, so I wait, for that date." -Katy Perry ~Not Like the Movies
She grabs the blade from her pocket.
She slowly digs in to her wrist, the first cut having a little sting.
A tear falls onto her wrist as she cuts.
The cuts after are painless, the only pain she feels is emotional.
Who knew emotional pain could turn to physical pain?
She cuts one more, really deep.
Blood pours out, but something is different.
It hurt, a lot.
She clenches her fist, her wrist is so much pain.
Suddenly, the room is spinning.
And she falls.
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Escaping Life
RandomShe lived a life she didn't want. She hated herself and everyone around her. She cut herself. She didn't want to feel that way. She didn't want to be alive.
