My good moods don't last
Ever since you became part of my past
I wish I knew right from wrong
I wish I didn't have to find love in song
Ever since you been gone
It's so hard to hold on.
We went out bad and it still tears me up
Not even picking your head up
When you walk past me
Like I ain't worth you to see
How did we become such strangers
How the hell did we fall pray to the dangers.
I cheated
Then Your love I depleted.
I lied.
You cryed.
And I set fire to our love and watched as it died.
Your moved on now and happy
It's sad to see
That your better off without me
While I'm still here wishing of what we could be.
Or rather been.
It's been 5 almost 6 months since then.
I still can't get my head straight
You were supposed to be my soulmate
It saddens me to think your not part of my fate.
Is it love I feel for you
Now that were threw.
Or is it just obsession
Cause by my lake of affection
My depression it rages
My emotions in cages
I don't know who I am anymore
I just wish I wasn't a whore
And that it was you behind my door
And not just this empty room anymore
In this house that was once ours
We spend hours in ours
How can this be true
please wake me up
I need you.
I want this nightmare over
Come home lil baby girl.
Let me be your world
In my heart I know I love you
And I made a mistake please believe me it's true.
Were threw.
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Poems of the strange
PoetryA collection of poems that hit on the subjects of despair loneliness and isolation as well as multiple personality Please as always with all of my works keep an open mind and if this one isn't for you it isn't for you. Mmfwcl hope you enjoy :)