Cut my wrists and smoke up my eyes
Wish I didn't always live with these lies
It's funny how I drink and smoke
Just too keep it all down I choke
Because I fucked up ever time we spoke
And now all we are and ever were is a joke
So I'll sit here and smoke this weed and take a toke
From that cigar
Order a new drink like this is a bar
But losing you hurt the most by far
I can kill my liver
Black my lungs
But climbing this addiction ladder rungs
Won't bring back your love not even a sliver
So I say how I'm cold here and I shiver
In 94 degree
I'm as cold as I can be
Without you in my company.
Love me tender love me soft
Why the fuck did I just let you walk off
I should have fought harder for our love
Instead of letting you free like a dove
You were my world my everything
The reason I live and sing
And I risked it all and lost
Never realizing the cost
And how much it hurt you
That in a way I was untrue.
I can't keep trying
Cuz inside I'm dying
I'm fighting a war that's already over
No luck can change this not even a clover.
It's really over.
Man I wish I could stay sober.
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Poems of the strange
PoetryA collection of poems that hit on the subjects of despair loneliness and isolation as well as multiple personality Please as always with all of my works keep an open mind and if this one isn't for you it isn't for you. Mmfwcl hope you enjoy :)
