(Hope in the Face of Death)
I want to know what it's like to pull the trigger
I want to see the picture they say is bigger
But here I sit in despair
Wishing someone was there
Someone to hold
For with to grow old
Having a heart built for war
Is such a choir
When a loss of love you endure.
I have nothing to fight for
So now my own mind I explore
And at it's core
I find I can't take it anymore.
I've been here before
Past that tree
Thinking this path would set me free
But it all comes back to this uneasy feeling
Almost like me being alive is stealing
Air that could be put to better use
Maybe that's why I've suffered so much abuse
And why I keep tying this noose.
I wish just for once a soft little hand
Would reach for me when I go through with what I planed
And give me a reason to stay on earth
Just one girl to prove my worth
One that is like me
Who can see the way I see
But I guess that's just not meant to be
I've searched everywhere throughout history
And no one could ever really love me.
It's ok.
Maybe one day
I'll find a way
And someone who's lips will say
I do
And there love will be true.
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Poems of the strange
PoésieA collection of poems that hit on the subjects of despair loneliness and isolation as well as multiple personality Please as always with all of my works keep an open mind and if this one isn't for you it isn't for you. Mmfwcl hope you enjoy :)
