Falling like a snow storm....

Chapter 2- Love, Life, and Cadets.

Robyn, she was the only female cadet leader- our other cadet leaders were Tony; Robyn's brother, Stuart; who is just Stuart and Liam; the one who is in a band.  Even thought they can be irratating at time we love them all.

Our cadet group was like one big happy family. Well, near enough and it still hasn't changed now; actually maybe it has changed  a lot more.  We now have Callum there- the ginger haired, 'geeky' sort of guy.

Back in time now; on 10th June 2011.  I was lay in bed as most people do when they are trying to sleep.  However, most people don't have a sister on the top bunk bed snoring as loudly as she could, and also talking in the sleep.  But this was no ordinary night; nothing like the one before.  I got this funny feeling in my stomach- it felt like butterflies.  Why on earth am i getting butterflies? is all i thought, i am not nervous about anything, i don't like anyone. 

It hit me. Hit me like a ton of bricks crashing down on me. That one name, did i like him? No that wasn't right. I couldn't possibly like him, we are to close for me to ruin our friendship by fancying him.  I could never tell him; i couldn't bare to see the shock on his face. The heartbreak i would go through if he didn't like me back, the sorrow and pain.  The tears every night that would drive me insane. These were just some of the thoughts rushing around this head of mine. What am i going to do?

At first i just battled my way through the night. Pain struck every second. The next morning i walked into school like everything was normal; but i certainly wasn't as happy as usual.  It carried on like this for months until i finally told them.  Only because we were playing truths at a sleepover and i got asked who do you fancy? I didn't see the need to lie; i hesitated. There was silence. I had to say it, but what if Lois still liked him.  I would feel awful. I blurted it out anyway 'Theo...'