Falling like a snow storm....

Chapter 22- promise to myself.

As I woke up I thought, today is gonna be a good day. It's Friday! No thinking of Theo, or Reece. No stress, a calm day. No tears or anything.

I had promised myself.

I looked out of the window; oh wow! 8 magpies...

8 for a wish, I made my wish! By time I got to school, all was going well except for me maybe thinking slightly... No one noticed so was all good! Second break came and we hadn't seen Theo or Cole at all and then Lois spotted Cole and as I went to give Mr Walker my book there was Theo. On the Astro playing football. I should have known.

I didn't get emotional all day up until the point I was on my way home and listening to a song and started thinking how wonderful he is. My eyes began to water. Oh gosh not this again. The only thought that went through my head.

Maybe the whole not seeing him that much had messed with that part of my head :( but I know I will never be liked back so why can't I just stop having feelings for him. Why do I still like him? After what he said. After his rude reply. He was still perfect for me. When friends say how can you like him. I sit there and think 'look him in the eyes' he is perfect.

Weekend is now here.. I won't see him until Monday. Oh how I hate weekends these days. But Monday means cadets, I will defo see him. But also speak to Robyn and Stuart oh dear...

Thanks to everyone who has interest in this book. I know maybe a bit boring and I am sorry, any ideas how to improve. I also need to think what to write about next.