Falling like a snow storm....

Chapter 28- not great..

Well my amazing, most wonderful friend Lois (smudge watch) mentioned how I don't realise how much I help her! And she knows me to well I don't realise but I am pleased to know that I do help. As I keep saying thankyou to you to! You have been amazing!

I agree so much with you Lois about hating attention seekers, I don't like them either. It gets me mad to be honest, sometimes I just need to walk away before I argue with someone! And then if I walk away I may be possibly saving the friendship.

However, again recently I feel so left out (that may sound ridiculous). I was snap chatting Georgie when I got one saying she had took a screenshot of my picture, I asked her why and she denied it. I have to admit yes it annoyed me. But something like that annoys me easily because I had the proof. Also since then not much has been said between the two of us just little things every now and then...

This has caused me to feel really depressed at home doesn't help when I have my cousin saying to me day after day 'you don't care, love or bother with me'. That hurts, anything that bugs me slightly is making everything I don't want to think of, pop into my mind. Then I either get frustrated or upset with myself.

Also we have a week off this week, but am worried how that's gonna end up. With home. Not seeing Theo. Monday cadets is on but he isn't going, neither is Cole, or Lois. Just me, Georgie and Callum. This should be fun. Going to wilmslow (Robyn's station). And because I didn't talk to her on Monday cause she was busy I am worried I will be on my own speaking to her. Without Lois!!! :'O