So i had a rough day; threw up after eating anything i did eat. Which wasn't much; a sandwich and icing off a cake. Then i got home Mum forced me to eat my tea, so i did. Was sick after. No change there then. it was obvious. Afterwards; i had an argument with my sister and Mum.. So then i decided i would go out for a walk to the mound near school.
I bought some water from the co-op, whilst i walked into the shop i hoped i wouldn't see Stuart as i had tears of sorrow running down my warm face. I had been thinking to much about Theo. When i eventually got to the mound i had drank half of my water and threw up after it. Not a very nice sight when you see all the food from earlier spread along the floor...
Why? what's going on in my head? My head is messed up. I was thinking so many thoughts. Rushing around at what felt like 70 mph. Theo. Home. Mum. Sister. Friends. Colleges. School. Cadets. Talking to Robyn and Stuart again on Monday. I waited. Then it started to get dark and so i went to knock on at Lois' to ask if i could borrow her phone to get my Dad to pick me up. Then Lois said her mum would take me but i felt so cheeky.. as her mum was on her way down the stairs 'That'll cost you 6.50', She made me laugh. I felt so cheeky. She dropped me off and when i got home things were extremely calm. is it another 'calm before the storm' moment?...
I thank my friends so much for everything. Especially Lois who even offered to do her mums ironing just so her mum would give me a lift home :) THANKYOU :)
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