Falling like a snow storm....

chapter 49- fire alarm

School was interesting today; to start it all off i had history, every history lesson i always without a doubt see Theo walk past the classroom. Today, it was the same but my head and heart didn't feel the same. I missed him, i was scared to look at him. He was never mine, and he never will be mine i know that; everyone knows that but i still felt something. Seeing him talk to anyone makes me jealous. When i see him talk to other girls, i always just wish i could be them. Then i sit there and realise why this happened, you look at the girls he talks to. They are skinny, have a nice figure, and everything a guy could want. Then there is me not skinny, fat; i don't have a nice figure, I'm not pretty like them. I have nothing. He wouldn't want to be seen even talking to a girl like me let alone hang around with me.

Stress builds up on me much faster than i control.

Physics, not the best lesson. Me swan decided it was best for me to swap back into Charley's group but when I got over there I got a huge lecture of her. So for the entire lesson I sat and did nothing. Learnt nothing.

I then also had maths. However, before it even started the fire alarms went off. I hadn't even got to maths, but I had to make my way outside. Stuck behind Theo and not wanting to walk past, I then seen Tasha and walked with her. Finally I got to my form line and realise Cole was stood there in his cadet coat. I got a smile of him, whether it was to me or just a random twitch in his mouth.

Once we all got told it was safe, we went back to our boring lessons. When I saw a firefighter walk past. Bombarding Lois with millions of texts, which I was really sorry for. Ignoring all that, the interesting thing was cadets.

Stuff happened at cadets too.

That I will not be going into.