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My feelings about opening up

We have known each other for a long time

I have watched our relationship grow

We were good friends before we started to date

I know the only thing to work on is opening up

I have told you about my past but I don't always

Go into details, it's not that I don't trust you

I'm afraid of getting hurt, I'm ashamed

Of my past, I didn't get choices

I can trust Jaz and other females

I just have a hard time trusting males

I have so many walls you can break

Break my walls but the build back up

I'm not trying to push you away

I'm just trying to hide my past

Part of the past I'm not happy about

I know I can trust you

But what will you think

Of me when I finally open up.