Lovesick: Part 2

I Made a Mistake (continued)

(Dean P.O.V)

No more mistakes.
Leaving Paige was the worst mistake I've ever made. Why did it take me so long to realize how much she means to me? She's always been my best friend. She's always been there for me, when I needed someone the most. She's always been my number one supporter. Sometimes I feel like she's put my problems before her own. Always did her best to make me feel better when I felt down. Not just me, but with anyone she was close to. Paige is the kind of friend you would never want to lose. She's funny, she's smart, and beyond beautiful. And it's no secret that I'm in love with her. What I love about her the most is that she is loyal. She stood by my side no matter what the situation was. I don't know why she did though. Why stand by me through all this when I'm the one causing her the pain and problems? I'm just a fuck up and she's deserves better than that. I hate myself for ever hurting her but this time, I'm gonna make things right between us. She's mine and I'd do anything for her. I'll be damned if I let anyone else have her. She's the one who's always been right in front of my face and I just pulled the strings and shaded her with Nikki. Not anymore.
I made my way back to me and Nikki's hotel room. I couldn't be with her any longer. I feel like we don't even have a connection anymore. My feelings for Paige seem to have never left but my feelings for Nikki have faded. I walked into the room quietly, thinking that Nikki would be asleep already. She did say she would wait for me to get back while Paige and I had a celebration for me winning the Intercontinental Championship. She seemed pissed at me when I left because I chose to hang out with Paige first. But I didn't care, maybe if she cared as much as Paige did, I wouldn't have done that. I walked into the room and seen Nikki fast asleep in bed. I breathed a sigh of relief because I was kinda hoping she'd be asleep. I just wanted to grab all of my shit, leave this room and go back to the woman of my dreams, so I could be with her. I didn't wanna have to face Nikki, but little did I know, I was about to face her now. "Dean...is that you?" I heard Nikki say and she turned over in bed to see me standing there. "Yeah it's me. Go back to sleep, Nicole. It's 3 am, you should be asleep now." I told her. "You should've been back before 3 am, so we could be asleep next to each other." She said. I obviously didn't wanna come back here to her. Just talking her made me angry. "Well I didn't wanna come back yet, I was having a good time." "I don't care if you were having the fucking time of your life. You were supposed to come back here to me, no later than midnight. I told you that I wanted to have a little celebration of our own. Now you're not getting anything, now just come to bed." She shouted. I looked at her with disgust. I couldn't feel anything for her anymore. I wasn't in love with her like I thought I once was before. She's changed. Or maybe I've changed. Or maybe my heart was set on someone else...Paige. "You know what. No, I'm done." "What the hell are you talking about, Dean?" She said as she looked at me. I just walked over to my luggage and grabbed it, along with several other things. "Where do you think you're doing? Don't you hear me talking to you? DEAN!" She shouted at me once again. "Listen Nikki. You and I getting back together was a mistake. I'm sorry but I'm just not in love with you anymore." "What? You're joking right? After all we've been through together, seriously?" Nikki said. "Do you know how much I love you and you sitting here telling me that you don't love me anymore hurts! How could you?!" "I don't mean to hurt you, Nicole. But I'd rather leave you, than pretend to have feelings for you when I really don't. That's fucked up." "No what's fucked up is that I fell in love with an asshole like you. And I know why you don't love me anymore. You're stuck on Paige. I can tell. That 'friendship' that you two have is much more than that, it's always been. You think you have feelings for her when in reality, she's just gonna leave you for someone better. I know I would." "You're wrong. I love her and she loves me. You're just upset because you want me for yourself. And you can't stand the fact that I don't want you anymore." I said to her. The look on her face said it all. I knew I was right but she seemed sad as well. I knew what I was doing was right. I don't want to hurt her, but staying in a relationship with no feelings involved would only cause the both of us more hurt. "Don't talk to me ever again." Nikki said. And with those words being said, I left the room.

(Paige P.O.V)

I was so tired. Dean and I had a blast tonight and it was going on 4 am. I don't know why I wasn't asleep yet. I'm guessing Dean was still on my mind. His sexy ass was on my mind ever since he left but I understood that he and Nikki were still together even though he claims that he's still in love with me. Was he just telling me lies again? I hope I wasn't stupid enough to fall for that. Damn, I think I did fall for his words. I would probably see him and Nikki kissing and hugging all damn day tomorrow. Maybe I shouldn't think about that. I don't wanna make the same mistakes, yet again. 'Stop thinking about the worst stuff, Paigey. Just get it together and go to sleep.' I thought to myself. As soon as my head hit my pillow, I heard a knock on my door. Who the fuck would be at my door at 4 o'clock in the morning?! I groaned because I was tired as hell. I then got up slowly to answer the door. As soon as I angrily opened it, I saw Dean. Next moment after that, before I could say anything, I felt his body crash into mine and my back had hit hard up against the wall. His lips kissed mine roughly and everywhere he touched me sent a sensational feeling down my spine. Not even noticing that he had ripped off my shirt already, and I was eagerly pulling off his, I could feel skin on skin already. In between each of our rough kisses, I managed to get out a few words. "D-Dean...what are you...doing?" I said as I talked with his lips still on mine. He ignored what I said and lifted me up and walked towards my bed and laid me down on it. I was totally turned on and quite curious as to why he came back to me. He pulled off the rest of my clothes and within a few seconds we were both completely naked. He crawled on top of me and started to kiss my lips once again and my neck and he knows that, that is my fuckin weakness. I loved the way his skin felt on mine and the way he kissed my neck and started to bite it only turned me on even more. A few soft moans escaped through my lips because I could feel so much pleasure. No one...has ever made me feel this way before. No one. "I love you" He whispered into my ear. "I love you too" I whispered back to him. "Let me show you how much" he said to me and with that, we made love all the way up until the sun came up.

(Nikki P.O.V)

I called Brie over and over again. She still didn't answer yet. I know she and Daniel were most likely still asleep, considering that it was 4 am. But she was my closest friend, my best friend, hell she was my twin sister. Who else was I going to call in my time of need?! I hated this feeling so much because I was still in love with Dean. I just wanted to cry all damn day but I needed to be strong. I felt like I needed to throw up. I couldn't face this alone. I needed my sister. Not just because I'm scared of being alone like this but, I had even bigger problems. "Hello?" I heard Brie's voice say on the other end of my phone. "Oh thank God, Brianna!" I practically shouted. "Nicole what do you want, it's about to be 5 o'clock in the morning? Why aren't you sleeping?" "I can't sleep. I need you here, right now." I said. "What's wrong? Are you okay?" I felt the tears start to form in my eyes, but not only that, I felt so sick in my stomach and it's killing me. "No Brie, I'm not okay." I said as my voice cracked and I sniffled. "I need you here with me, please." "Okay okay, I'm coming right now Nicole. Please don't cry, I'm coming." "Wait Brie, can you please pick up something for me on your way here?" I asked her. "Sure, what do you need?" She asked me. I looked down at my stomach and placed my hand on it. "I need a pregnancy test."

The End. ♡