Dean P.O.V
Yes, I got back with Nikki. For the second time around, or third, maybe fourth but I'm not counting. Who's counting anyway? I just know that she's the one. She makes me smile, she makes me happy, and no one could make me feel the way she did. Plus, she was the woman who'll soon be giving me the greatest gift of all. The day that she told me that the baby was fate getting us back together, she was absolutely right. It was definitely fate because look at us now. I'm gonna be there for her and this time around, I'm not letting her go. I need to be there for her and for our child. Nothing and no one can change my mind about it, not this time...well, until I seen Paige.
I don't know what kind of effect Paige has on me but every time I see her, I just get this feeling inside and I hate it so much but I love it at the same time...if that makes any sense. She was just so beautiful, just all out stunning! Even though it's been only 2 days without her, I missed her already, to be completely honest. I hate that everytime we break up, it's like we don't know each other anymore. It's like I lost my best friend, all because of me and my decisions. I hated that, but it was for a good cause, right? I'm with the one I love, the one who's gonna be having my baby. So even if I lost my best friend, I was gaining something better: a family."So will I see you later on?" Nikki smiled up to me as she had her arms wrapped around my neck and my arms were wrapped around her waist. "Yes, baby girl. As soon as I'm finished working, I'm coming home straight to you!" I said to her. "That's what I like to hear, babe. I'm sure gonna miss you." "I'm gonna miss you too, beautiful. But you need to get home if you're feeling sick. When I get home, I promise I'll take good care of you." I smiled and leaned down to kiss her red lips. She smiled against my lips as she kissed me back then giggled after we pulled away. "What's so funny?" I asked with a soft chuckle. "You have red lips now." She said with a smile. And I had realized that her lipstick was now on my lips after the kiss. "Oh thanks a lot, Nicole!" I said with a laugh and wiped my lips. "You're very welcome. I got to go now, babe. I'll see you later on. Love you!" She said as she walked towards the car. "I love you more, babe. I hope you'll feel better soon." I said as I waved goodbye to her.
Nikki had left awhile after being backstage with me. She said she was feeling a little nauseous, so Brie took her home to get some rest. I was missing her already, but also missing Paige. Last time I saw her was when we crossed paths in the hallway. We made straight eye contact for a split second and just from that, I could see the look of hurt in her eyes. Hurting her was never my intentions and it hurt me just to know that I made her feel that way. 'Why?'....I thought to myself. 'Why are you thinking about Paige? Get out of my mind!...No, you love her. She's gonna continue to stay in your mind for as long as you love her. I don't...wait, yeah..I do love her.' I don't know why I kept trying to tell myself that I didn't love her when it was obvious that I did and I still do. Don't get me wrong, I love Nikki so much. It's just something about Paige. She's everything, my everything...I need to go talk to her.(Paige P.O.V)
I had a match against Sasha Banks tonight. The match was intense and afterwards, I wanted to do nothing but get some rest. I love the opponents who push me to the limit in matches, they help me bring out my best. Even though I didn't pick up the win, I sure as hell felt like a winner because I fought out there with my heart. That's how winners wrestle. I was making my way back to the women's locker room, I needed to take a shower and pack up my stuff so I could be ready to go soon. That is, before Dean and I crossed paths once again. "Hey...that was a good match you had out there." I heard him say. I looked at him and gave a soft smile. "Thanks." I said as I wanted to keep the conversations short and sweet. So I began to walk again before he called to me. "Paige?" I turned around to look at him once again, trying to avoid eye contact. "Yes?" I said. "Can we talk?" He asked me. "Ok, sure. What's up?" I said as he grabbed my hand and technically dragged me over to a more private area. I looked at him as he began to pace back and forth. I had no idea what he was going to say, and to be honest, I was not prepared for it. "Look...I love you, okay? I hate the fact that we aren't like we used to be." "Well what did you expect? You left me for Nikki, once again." I said with a little attitude in my voice. Of course I was still hurt by it, but then again it pissed me off. "I know, I know. But I'm already feeling like it's not right. I love her but my feelings for you never left. I still love you and I never stopped. I can't fucking stop loving you because you mean everything to me, Paige." He said. I felt tears start to form in my eyes but I had to stay strong so I wiped them away quickly. "I never stopped loving you either but if you love Nikki, just stay with her. You can't decide on who you want to be with and I don't wanna be hurt anymore." "You know it was never my intentions to hurt you, Paigey. I feel like the only reason I went back to Nikki is because she's pregnant." He said. "You're only with her because she's having your baby?" "I know it's wrong, but I can't let her get an abortion. I'll be damned if I let her take my kid away from me like that." He said sternly as a tear fell down his cheek. "I understand...but deep down she still has a place in your heart. It's there, Dean. I know it is. You love her and you love me. Just stay with her, for the sake of the baby. It's what's best for you." I said as tears began to fall down my cheeks. That's not what I really wanted but it was the right thing to do. "Paige, you're what's best for me. Don't you see, I'm here right now? I love you. I can't stop thinking about you. You're always on my mind, constantly. I want you, I need you, I crave you!" He said as he moved closer to me and placed both his hands on my cheeks, tears running down the both of our faces as we looked deep into each other's eyes. I sobbed as I looked at him. This man had so many different effects on me. I love him. I'll always love him, but at the end of the day, it doesn't change what he did to me. I may forgive but forgetting won't be easy. "I love you...so much. I can't be with you, Dean. I'm so sor.." I was cut off with a deep and passionate kiss. I couldn't help but to kiss him back just as passionately. He made me feel some type of way and even though I said I couldn't be with him, I really wanted to be. Through all the hurt, all the tears, all the heartbreak, he still just made me feel so complete. He made me feel loved in a way I've never felt before. He was with Nikki but in that moment, he was mine.
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Lovesick: Part 2
FanfictionContinuation of the first story, Lovesick. IF YOU DID NOT READ THE FIRST PART, CHECK IT OUT BEFORE READING, PART 2!