Lovesick: Part 2

Leave Him

(Paige P.O.V)

Another week, another Raw. If you were a WWE fan, then you're a person who actually liked Mondays. Every week, we go live for Monday Night Raw. It was tiring, but it's what we all signed up for and most likely what we all dreamed of. Working for the WWE is amazing and you can get a lot out of it. Meet amazing fans who adore you, experience awesome events like WrestleMania, traveling the world, and for some people, you actually meet the love of your life while working here. I smiled and looked over at Dean as we walked into the arena, I believe I've found mine. He looked back over at me and smiled back. "Why do you do that?" He asked me. "Do what? I'm not doing anything." I said. "Yes you are. You're smiling and looking at me." I laughed as he said that. "What? I can't smile and look at you?" I asked. "Yes you can, but I don't understand why you do it." "Well, when I look at you, I can't help but to smile. It's just the feelings you give me." I smiled once again. "The feelings I give you? And what feelings would that be?" He said as he smiled back and looked down at me. "You make me feel...Good? Amazing? Beautiful? All of the above. But most of all, you make me happy. You're my happiness." I said. "You're my everything. You make me happy too. And if we keep this up, we're gonna go have to pick out a nice private spot because you're tempting me to make love to you at work." He said and we both laughed. "You know, that's actually a good idea but a bad one at the same time." "Babe, I'm Dean Ambrose. I can get away with anything." "If you say so, Mr. Ambrose. I'm sure you'll do whatever it takes to get the pussy at work." I said and he just smirked at me. "You're damn right I will." "You're so dirty." "But you love it." He said. "I'm not gonna lie, I do. It's a turn on." "I knew you did." He said to me and kissed my lips. God, I love this man so much. He truly is my happiness. If I ever lose him, I don't think I'd ever be happy again.
I've been at the arena for about an hour now and the show would began in about 3 hours. I needed to pick an attire for tonight, get my hair & make-up done and do a few stretches before my match tonight. I also should go to catering to get some food in my system, so I decided to go do that before I started to get ready. Just as I was about to walk out of the Divas locker room, my two friends, Foxy and Rosa, came in and locked the door behind themselves. "Oh, hey girlies! What's up?" I said to them and they just looked at me with their arms crossed. "Uhh, I take it that you two are upset about something or..." I was cut off. "Paige, we need to talk to you." Foxy said. "Ok, sure. But do you wanna talk about it in catering? Cause' I need to get something in my stomach, I'm starving!" I said with a chuckle. "No, we need to talk about this behind closed doors. You can eat or do whatever you want afterwards." Rosa said. "Did I do something to make you guys this upset?" I frowned as I looked at the both of them. Foxy just started to pace around while Rosa sighed and decided to break the silence. "Look Paige, we've noticed that you and Dean got back together." "Yeah, I'm sure that everyone knows we're dating again, so...?" I said. "I don't want to be too straightforward or anything but..." Rosa was saying then Foxy cut her off. "I'll be straightforward. Paige, it ain't gonna work. You and Dean are better off as friends. So, you need to leave him." She said. "Woah, woah, woah! Wait a sec. I'm not just gonna leave him because you two want me to. What's your deal here?" I asked them both. "We just want what's best for you, Paigey." Rosa said. "What makes you two think that you know what's best for me?" "Paige, open your eyes. He legit cheated on you. He left you for Nikki once, what makes you think that he won't do it again?" Foxy said. "Because he loves me! You open up your eyes and see that. Dean and I are in love and if you can't see that then you must be blind." "Wasn't Dean so in love with Nikki, less than two weeks ago? You can't just break up with someone and lose all feelings for them the next day." Foxy said. "Right. Dean may think that he loves you, but deep down, those feelings for Nikki are still there. You need to leave him while you have the chance to. We don't want to see you be hurt again, Paige." Rosa said. I sighed in so much frustration. Part of me wanted to do as they said but the other part of me didn't care what they said. That was my greater part. "Look, I'm in love with Dean. If it's a mistake, then let me make that mistake and learn from it. I love him. He makes me happy and if I'm happy, then that's all that matters. And as my friends, you two should be supporting me, instead of trying to get me to get rid of my happiness." I said. They both sighed. "Paige, we will support whatever decision you make." Rosa said. "I want to support you, but in the end, you'll be hurt. And I'd really hate to say that I've told you so." Foxy said as she unlocked the door before walking out. I sat down on the floor and did some thinking while Rosa just stood there and looked at me. "Paige, I know he makes you happy and happiness is the most important thing. But I feel like you're looking for happiness in all the wrong places. He may love you, but I'll tell you this, he loves Nikki just as much. I'm not saying that it's guaranteed that he will leave you for her again, but just be careful. I'd really hate to see you hurt." Rosa said before she walked out of the room. Everything they said ran through my mind over and over again. I knew some things that they said might've been true but I had to listen to what my heart was saying. If dating Dean is a mistake, then I want to make that mistake. I can either learn from it, or gain something out of it. I believe I've already gained something out of dating him, and that was happiness. No matter what anyone said, he made me happy. Nothing was going to change that.