Lovesick: Part 2

Love Is...

Love is a strong feeling.
Love is fully accepting someone.
Love is an unconditional commitment.
Love is a promise.
Love is a decision.

And if you decide to love, be sure you're loving someone that makes you the most happy.

Several months later...

(Paige P.O.V)

I chose to love. By doing so, I turned out to be completely lovesick. Love hurt me, it broke me down, and made me afraid to ever love again. Not too long ago, there were times where I haven't felt loved. I felt as if I had nothing and no one, when I lost Dean to Nikki. He took all my love for granted, like it didn't mean anything to him. Wasted love. But you just can't get away from love, because it's all around. When you lose something, just know that you'll gain something that will be a whole lot better. And if you ever feel like you aren't loved, think again. Someone's out there waiting to love you. No matter what you've been through, you are loved.

I have my love. I smiled as I looked over at him. He must've noticed me because he looked right back at me with a smile. "What?" I asked him, still with this huge smile on my face. "Aw come on, Paigey. You know I caught you smiling at me first." Seth said to me. "Well, I dunno! That's just the first thing I do when I look at you. It causes me to smile." "Someone's in love with the Man" He said to me with a chuckle and I laughed. "Of course, I'm in love with you. You're my man!" I said to him as I leaned over to give him a kiss on the cheek. "You're damn right, I'm your man. For as long as you let me, beautiful." Seth said as he grabbed my waist, pulling me close to him. I couldn't help but smile. He legitimately made me so happy. Everyday I found myself smiling because of him. Even in the time it took for me to get over Dean, he was there for me in my time of need. He made me feel loved, just when I thought it wouldn't ever be possible again. "I want you to be my man, for eternity." I said to him as I rub my hand on his beard. "Your wish is my command, babe. See that diamond ring on your finger?" He said to me and I looked at my engagement ring that Seth had proposed to me with. And of course, I said yes! I smiled widely as I reminisced about the day he proposed. "Yes, I see it, cutie." I said to him. "That rings symbolizes you and me being together for eternity." He said to me with a smile and I kissed his lips. I was totally in love with him. After all I've been through in the past, I was beyond grateful to have him in my present, and in my future.

Backstage at Raw

Other than my love life, things were also looking up for me at work as well. I've been involved in a few good storylines, as of late. And that led up to a championship match. Tonight, I'd be facing Charlotte for the WWE Women's Championship! If I win, I'd be the happiest and most luckiest girl in the world. A champion, and soon to be a loving wife to the most amazing man in the entire world. I was just on cloud 9 right now, nothing could be better than this. But I couldn't get my hopes up, because I did still have one thing going on, on the downside. I know I shouldn't be worried about him, but with the kind of heart that I've got, I didn't have a choice. Dean and I haven't spoken since the week before his wedding, which was many months ago. Sometimes I wonder how's he doing, and if he's okay. Should I be worrying about him though? After all he put me through? He's still my friend. I care about him and I loved him, I still do. In a friendly way. Love makes you do some crazy things, so maybe I should check on him. Just to make sure he's alright.

I went looking for him. I checked for him in the male talents locker room, I searched up and down each of the halls, but he was nowhere to be seen. Each week we either ignored or avoided each other, but this week he wasn't around. Just as I was about to give up on looking for him, I had thought about where he could actually be. I remembered where he liked to go before the shows started and since we where in the city of Las Vegas tonight, I knew exactly where he was. Down by the pier.