warm | poetry

19 // you're my medicine

(BEHOLD, MY PROMPOSAL FOR MY WONDERFUL HUSBAND AND BEST FRIEND FAFA C:)

"i find it hard to say "bye bye"
even in the state of you and i
and how can i refuse?
yeah you rid me of the blues
ever since you came into my life
cause you're my medicine"

let's kickstart this poem with:

"hi, fafa."

okay, so maybe i sound a tad ridiculous because of the song choice,

but, considering your career path is medicine,

and, well, you are my medicine.

i figured it would make more sense along the way.

fafa,

you've been there for me for years on end,

so now,

it's my turn.

through all the tears and shattered dreams,

you stood by me nevertheless.

you stood by a heartbroken girl wanting to be loved

and you were a constant reminder to me of what i already have:

the people i already have in my life.

luckily for you,

you happen to be my favorite.

for years, you told me that i've always deserved my happy ending,

that i'd find someone who can make me as happy as i can make them,

but i want prom night to be about you.

for spoiling me 90% of the time,

i want to make this night special.

it's our final year together, so what better

than to make this the best night you could possibly ask for?

i know this isn't some pumpkin chariot from cinderella,

but hey!

where would we be without our memes and my fucking umbrella?

dr. k,

you're my best friend

and

you mean the moon and stars to me.

would you do the honors of being my prom date?

i promise that just for this night, i'll try to keep up my clean slate.

(p.s. i hope you like the peace lilies and vegan chocolate)

(p.p.s. i also love you like a lot)

(p.p.p.s. what's family for?)

(p.p.p.p.s. plis validate me okay ily fafa)

-love always,

your sofstar

(okay but seriously please say yes lmao)