Kiss Under The Rain [Marge Tejada, Jirah Llaneta And lady Eagles]

Chapter 98

Jirah's

Pag baba ko and when the lights are on I was so afraid.

Imagine the lights are on but no one was there. Ughh.

A tear drop from my eyes because of that. Nakakatakot naman kasi!

But when I finally reach down stairs I saw a book or notebook ata sa center table namin so I walk towards it and I was in great shock to see my journal.

Shit.

Oo yun lang nasabi ko.

2 yrs na the last time I saw this and wrote on it.

Pero alam ko this was with my things na pinapick up ko dad... Wait!

I shouted in my mind.

Don't tell me...

Then I remembered marge told me na nasa dorm pa lahat ng gamit ko so

it means...

I said.

Yes.

Then I stood up and look at her.

Oo I know that voice. Her voice.

Yes baby, sorry for reading your journal without your permission. I know mali kasi private thing sya but I honestly don't regret reading it.

Naiiyak na ako. Why? Kasi all my secrets are there. Including the reason why I left her behind.

Shhh. Wag ka muna umiyak. Okay, hay.

Then she held my face.

Baby, sorry. Sorry for not understanding you. for not listening on your explanations. For being so mad at you. For pushing you away.

Marge..

Shhh ako muna okay? Baka di ko na to masabi. You know how I hate speeches. Then she gave me a sweet smile.

Second. Why do you have to keep it all by yourself? Diba partners tayo. Bestfriends. Sisters. Teammates. Roommate. Classmate. Lahat na yata e. Nag tatampo ako. Hay.

Then again she smiled.

Alam mo ba na it made me guilty asking you to be my girl while I am, well honestly, in love with that girl in the rain. Tapos all of a sudden hindi pala dapat coz all this time ikaw pala yun. Ikaw ha in love ka na talaga sakin even before. Haha.

Then she wiped my face and I laugh.

But what I hate most is that you never told me why you need to be cold. Need to leave me. Okay I know you are just thinking of me and my fam pero minsan maging selfish ka naman ha? Coz you being selfish will make us both happy.

Then she held my hands and stared at me.

Jirah, alam mo for that 2 years na wala ka I really tried, as in. I tried to forget you. I really tried hating you. I tried everything to...

Natigil sya, at nakita ko na lang na yumuko sya

To unloved you.

Nalungkot ako... Ganun ba sya nasaktan sa nagawa ko?